--=The FemaLe Of The SpeCieS is More Deadlier thn The MaLe=--

Well Hello Hello

2010-12-20T12:52:00.001+08:00

Im back or what!!

Fuck the Norm Jyeah!

who has a gf?

2005-03-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

work was good..people there are fabulous..they're nice...nice nice people..

im more determined now i guess...i hope...i wish..to go there one day..soon and not come bk.
plant seeds and sow em there...whoah..heh...isk isk...

she has a girlfriend now
she has a girlfriend now
she has a girlfriend now, she said"guys don't do no more for me"
"you never loved me, like i wanted you to"
"i loved you baby, what do you want me to do?"
she said she found someone who's gonna hold her hand
she said she found someone who's gonna understand
she don't need nobody to be her man
she don't need nobody to be her man
i never thought it would end like this
just because i've got no tits
i'll shave my legs,i'll wear a bra
i'll even cut my &%#!$off for you...
she has a girlfriend now.
-quoted frm reel big fish and save ferris-
(http://evil-die-nasty.blogspot.com for song on radioblog)

pssst pssst...im also at http://shellyshead.multiply.com

i hope i've said the right words these time....gulp gulp gulp...hsskkk...aaaahhh

Can i eat u?

2005-03-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Armin Meiwes, the German jailed for eight-and-a-half years for eating an acquaintance, advised others not to follow his example. But he is unlikely to be the last to sample human flesh.

In many countries, the consumption of human flesh is not itself a crime.
Perpetrators tend to be convicted on the basis of accompanying acts: Mr Meiwes, for example, was not charged with cannibalism, but with murder for "sexual satisfaction".
A number of high-profile cannibal cases have involved the eating of flesh in a sexual context.
Albert Fish, who has been called America's Bogeyman, raped, murdered and ate a number of children during the 1920s. He claimed to have experienced immense sexual pleasure as a result.
Russian serial killer Andrei Chikatilo, who murdered at least 53 people between 1978 and 1990, also indulged in cannibalism. His crimes were linked to sexual problems.

But what distinguishes Mr Meiwes' self-confessed sexual cannibalism from killers such as Fish and Chikatilo, or acts committed by peoples such as the Aztecs or the Congolese rebels, is the ostensibly consensual nature of his act.
Mr Meiwes met the man he was ultimately to eat, 43-year-old Bernd-Jurgen Brandes, in early 2001, after advertising on websites for "young, well-built men aged 18 to 30 to slaughter".
Mr Meiwes told investigators he took Mr Brandes back to his home, where Mr Brandes agreed to have his penis cut off, which Mr Meiwes then flambeed and served up to eat together.

Mr Meiwes says he then killed Mr Brandes with his consent.
But the allegedly consensual nature of the act has done nothing to pacify German disgust.
Whether Mr Meiwes' victim was willing or not, eating another for anything less than necessity remains a taboo in the modern world.

-extracted from BBC news....

im hungry now..

the goonies are good enuff

2005-03-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

ey boring sia boring...my drum machine on an 18day reberdish-reserbish----RESERVISt lah..
waa waa waa..Saturdays and sundays are meant for u--exclusively urs.

im no longer jobless..hoorah..thank you frends for ur best wishes...thank you so much.
and thank you to YOU...you lah...you you you...cant wait for ur 18day to finish..
whr im working?ahhaah...dun wanna tell...guess lah..POP QUIZ..

nowadays, my dreams are weird...whn i want something so much and cant get it..i will dream about it..if i dream about it..means i love it so much or love to have it...
ok i dreamt that i bought this pair of ear rings i saw in Annex heeren..damn...so tempted...
i cant buy it...cannot sia...im on operation bankrupt-c xia...im going bonkus for being ultra broke this month..window shopping makes me go crazy....im hating it for the moment...I HATE U WINDOW SHOPPING!!!DUN COME CLOSE TO ME!!!IDIOT!...ok thr goes..i hope it works..

"be careful of ur life ok my fellow littul frens"

"nah i wont kill u all i love u all too much"
girls girls girls....we really had too much fun together didnt we?
NEXT operation maybe gotta cancel...

"i dun want this guy to grow up so fast!!! i miss him!!!!
this is my spidey boy...
he use to be a michelin baby mascot..sheck out his arms...(blue bandana)
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didnt i mention i wanted these pair of earrings frm heeren?
he bought it for me...i was so, ultimately surprise that he actually bought it for me!!
OMG...how sweet could he be?he rushed down to heeren just now before meeting me just to get those earrings for me!
As he handed me the pack...which i thought it was a C-thang package..ahahah...
he said here dear...this is ur valentines gift....yeah..i said very funny...but thank you...
Seriously i didnt think he would get that for me....awwhhh how romantic....

another discovery....Sundal is actually also, a swedish surname...God be with u.

why does it always rain on me...

2005-02-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

so much for all the plannings i did...now i got to reshuffle...well wats new.
im all confused and still dont knw what to do..either to start my career now?
or to still wait for the next intake...for your info....things cocked up with my institute..shall not say more.
The path is still not clear yet for me to proceed.
But i am sending countless resumes,went for interviews, waiting anxiously for calls..
But the truth is..i still wanna study...i never liked working.
Working is just a last resort..like now..all those things i gotta settle..Responsibilities...idiot..can never run away from it.

sometimes i feel that i have gone insane..but who else could help me if not myself..carrying the burden all by myself..its fated.
things have gone wrong for me since a long way back..but along the way right things occured..bits and pieces...slow and steady.
sometimes i thought, this not not what i wanted, but im contented, in a way.Sometimes im not...i knw its bad...but that is how i feel. Am i a disgrace?

The stars are not shining down on me yet..im still waiting, but please dont shine dwn when my time is up or when im giving up. I have suffered enough....

help ur mommy dear spidey...help me!!

" ouh yeah we cant get rid off each other..the duo is back again"

hums to anggun's-still remind me of you
And I've tried to spend my time with somebody new
But everyone
Still reminds me of you
And tried to play some songs that change my point of view
But every sound Still reminds me of you

oh yuh did i tell you abt my dreams?weird weird...
i got 2 more spideys....

2005-02-17T13:55:00.000+08:00

hear ye hear ye...
I think im gonna be dead again...
BAD BAD BAD,TAK BAGUSH TAK BAGUSH...ARRRGHHHH..
NOT DOING NOTHING AGAIN...SHIT HAPPENS.
gOTTA THINK WAT IM GONNA DO FOR THESE COMING MONTHS..
Thanks eh.

::Velcome to Paradise::(click here for pixies)

2005-02-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

22nd jan 2005
Before boarding the airbus 320, Tr138 to hatyai, i make sure everything has been done. took ma Atiqus to the Docs to get some medication for his trip to Jakarta with me momma..Done.Im done with packing and telling me momma agin that im going to the thai tripping in a lil while..Thn off i go taking the land flight 969 to meet up with ma troopers. Ekyn and arie was thr to send us off...so touching girls..macam nak pi haji plak.
After all these....checking in....the bye bye byes...the huggings and the take cares...by our cute lil frends...Thank you so much...
The airbus320, on TR138...Hatyai here we come.
upon reaching haytai airport.the locals thought we are locals too...whah...best eh...they will go like.....yaddah yaddah(in thai)...thn we shake head...thn oh...u frm thai?malaysia?spore?...goodness...spore is the last thing on their mind?...why not philippines? ...nyahaha...
met a couple from spore..asking us the way to any travel agent...so I told em...come follow us..we are going to one in the city.They tagged along with us to the city to our travel agent....NV TOURS!!!....did i tell you that along they way in the city, while we're in the car, we actually saw an ELEPHANT on the road...in the streets!!!and erda thought it was a double decker bus..ahahah...how weird is that?an elephant on the streets...for all you knw...later on u will see some rhino rushing to work.Got our hotel voucher frm the agent and off we went to our hotel...settled ourselves...went to find some food and back to hotel..was so blardy tired to walk around anymore..while trying to settle dwn in the hotel and rest..we all got a lil bit creative with ourselves..played some games and thn tried to sleep which was a lil bit late...got a long journey tmr...6hrs ride to Surattani thn 1 hour to the pier and 4 hours to KOh Phangan..sleep sleep sleep....sleep chuddrennnn!!!

23rd jan2005

gosh had to wake up so blardy early in the morning...wasnt even awake while we made our way out of the hotel to the tour agency.i was sleep walking i guess..i cant even eat but i was as thirsty as a camel...dehydrated myself due to last night.
Count this mazherfockers...hatyai to surattani on van is 6 hrs...surattani to domsakk pier is another hour plus...Pier to phangan is around 3hours plus...and im sucked to the roots of my hair...tired..hanging and sleepy.Infact most of us were groggy..im almost cranky.
time check...left hatyai 0930hrs....mission Koh phangan...reached destination 2100hrs...
Checked in Bantai resort...yaadaa yaadaa...dinner cum super supper at thong sala...and walked back to bantai resort for a good half an hour back..under the moonlight...no streetlight..Thank god we know our way...SYABAS!!

our spaceshuttle to surattani for 6hrs

the supermobile 2 Domsuck pier till my legs go numb cos it was too crampy all tight alright.

the ferry,another 4hours to phangan...n we all slept...
forcefully drugged ourselves to sleep..

the schlepetness in our faces plus this is the chariot that takes us
to our bantai resort...

24th jan2005

Woke up late...late late...at say 11 plus...well i call that late if on a holiday....cant afford to miss anything..anyway we all woke up, refuse to take our shower...went straight to the beach which is just across the street from our resort.,,,met companions...starsky and fetch..

this is fetch...well it explains

the one in the middle is Starsky...my favourite..
he actually watched after me while i was tanning alone...
Planning to bring him back by cargo..Pls mummy pls..i'll be a good girl.

after the so-called morning tanning...we head to our bantai resort cafe fo our brunch and headed to Haadrin beach to check out the place for tonight's Full moon party.
The ride in the pick-ups were bumpy...roads were horrible..its like trailing on pick- up.the slopes were killers...those bikers who didnt make it, u will see knee cap bleeding here and there..mostly were ang mohs..

Well here is haadrin beach....

why do we always have to wear the same stuff...?

can u spot toplessness?topless women i mean...well we did..
in all shapes and sizes..yet to spot bottomless men..nya ha ha.

the walks of haadrin..

our favourite....best of the best stall..here in haadrin

After much walk walk...bla bla..blublu....we decided to head back to out lil big hut...and sleep and eat for a lil bit more, while waiting for Inda malim and Jool tebet tebet to come.We wiN guys...korang kalau masok amazing race sua kena eliminate...

around 2100hrs...they're already in bantai with us...had our dinner and yaadaa...off too the full moon party...the usual 20mins ride to haadrin suddenly feels like 5mins..with the laughter fun we had in the pick up..fun k fun!!!
the haadrin beach was packed with people...but we decide to stick to VINYL club....good shit thr...progressive!!!
well..after while ma lil buddies decide to walk home...due to tiredness and etc...fuad and me to stayed on and parteh!!!went into the club..music was blasting...

Oh yuh this i must highlight...i lost my sandal that night, due to ma brack bro who decide to not bring it home for me that nite...sob sob.i didnt wanna wear ma sandal while dancing..its too weird says my feet..so i took it off...reza u promise me a new pair of sandals if not flip flops...well thanks to fuad amd ma guts. we stole a pair of blue havaianas the brazillian model..althou its kinda big... well..i'll just make do with it..ehehe..sorry sir/madam..i had no choice.Tway poochee.
You're ma boy blue!

25th jan 2005
everybody was alright..thou we went back seperately..In the morning sms were received by some, saying that a boat capsized on the way back to samui...how scary is that..everybody still on their bed...still dazed...thinking" they could be us!!!" cos back thn while we were planning on this trip people were suggesting to us to settle in samui instead of phangan due to the occupansy rate, the lecehness and cos there might not be any rooms for us...thanks to our instincts.
the Thai embassy kept callin ma brack bro, the ministry of foreign affairs...families..hey we should have switched off and see wat happens whn we touch down in spore..hehe..
we did nothing much on this day...everybody was yet again tired...but we went to Thong sala for brunch after our dip in the beach opposite..

this is abang braim pendek's place where we always eat whn at ThOngsala..

tired tired tired...stomach headache..and what have u's

its a family affair that day and night..bonding bonding bonding..yuh and i shall introduce to the sweet Be (pronounced as bergh)....nice nice...

(Ni jamtam ke pomdang?)
the waitress from our resort..whom also layan our bratty ass in the cafe...
its like a ritual for us... becareful of ur hands jool...ahnong sebok2..hahah

1.step in the cafe.

2.find ourselves a spot
3.order and wait for at most 1/2 hour for food to arrive
4.after stuffing our mouth....lye down...some might just sleep...babi xia.

***thn the midnight of 26th jan2005***
following the spore time..i sang her a bday song..while everybody was watching tv..
and everybody synchronised after that
****the midnight of 26th jan 2005 the thai time***

Noor Irdawaty...happy bday....cake presented by ur boyfriend
from us all...hope this is ur bestest bday ever.. Double bday song for u..beat that!
cake designed by our very own Ber..

sorry thrs pink...and it looks like a wedding cake..hehe..

got this for her..

....to be continued....
black is hers..mine's the obiank baby blue...

26th jan 2005

The day was more of sun sand and sea...went to haadrin beach again...checking out the waves..
we went a lil bit too early cos the waves are only at 1500-1600hrs whr the tides' a lil low..
anyway we enjoyed the clear bluish water..the sun and a lil tities here and there..especially the guys...HAPYY EH KORANG!! jhabii..
wed was nothing much...time spent beaching...bleached black.eating session in progress and back to the our resort...that night we had a very interesting game played...ahahah....cannot share...nyehehe...dun be kepo..

27th jan 2oo5

early in the mornin...rise and shime...al had to drag themselves outta bed to the waterfalls..near Thansadet...10pm..the driver fetched us frm bantai and its an hour ride to thansadet waterfalls...

ONE solid hour of not so nice pick-up ride...on rocky and sandy road..water falls was a disappointment...1st we all had to climb the big rocks to get to the top and we were so not prepared for it...mentally not prepare but ok lah..most of us are monkeys...so no probs abt it...we were like going for a freestyle rock climbing..feet hurt many many.
2ndly....the waterfall was lke spit...why?cos it hadnt rain for a month already...wahh heart pain leyyy..heart pain...
abt an hour in the waterfall...climbing up thn dwn...the driver took us to the nearest beaach...the thansadet beach...(pls refer to the pics...click on the title)http://nimkphomaniax.fotopages.com/
Beautiful....once again the monkeys were out to play..from one point of the beach to another...we always find our way..even though we gotta go thru the greens..beautiful water..the high rocks which makes me go ooohhh....gotta jump off the rocks...and the best thing is...the beach was all ours..no one else..well except for the 4 legged frend with a porkling pig's nose..ugly dogg...i hate u!
frm 2 till say 5 we were at thansadet beach..enjoying the last bit of sandy and beauty of the beach...went back to our resort...get changed..and hurry off to watch sunset..
RAMBO the resort guy took us up to this hill/mountain..The WAT KHAO THAM temple...left us near the temple...and told us to get up to the rocks and wait for the sun to set..
Was such a beauty...the most beautiful moment..all of us sat together on one big rock..watching the sun.its tranquility..sending her off after a day of worshipping her..on the rocks u could see everything below...its a bird's eye view of the island..

"trying to get fresh with the hensem chikano monk...and the Imp behind me."IDIOT.

but in spite of the fabulous scenery,cant beat that beautiful moment that we're all there sitting, perching together in silence.touched my heart big time..this trip has made us closer...so much closer..and we all felt that..a sudden feel of contentment...that we are all together.(tears)

after sending our sungoddess back to her cradle...we made our way down to the roads and hitched a cab dwn to haadrin...last dinner there...
another beautiful moment....the beach was nearly empty...u can see people doing poi...low tide...FULL moon again..but minus the party..i nearly teared again...wish i could hug someone that moment...someone who loves me more thn i do myself.who is mine...exclusively mine,alone..sob sob.
but i do love you all my friends..you guys are more thn a fren xia...so much more.

after dinner...shopping...last chicken sandwich for us...back to bantai resort...packed our stuffs for the next morning's ferry back to hatyai..

28th jan 2oo5
it was hard for us to leave that day...the aunty who always cook for us in the cafe cried watching us leave in the morning..Rambo sent us off to the pier and off we go...BACK TO SURATTANI...as usual we slept our rides thru..all the way to hatyai..

In hatyai...same hotel...hatyai asia hotel..wash ourselves...went to eat and THN!!!jeng jeng jeng...we went to the SASSY Mini Tiger show!!It was the whackiest thing..i wanted to puke..
.its so whack...ok just dun wanna say it out...not good ,not good..
well its back to reality real soon...bluergh...sigh sigh..sleep sleep...wait for tmr to come.

29th jan 2005

checked out at about 1400hrs...went to the travel agengy and parked our bags thr so we all could do a lil bit more shopping and window shopping or stomach shopping...well thats for sure.
withness a very rare occassion..which is a fire event.Some house in the town area got burnt and it was nothing lah...small small stuff..but there were 3 fire engines..reporters ..and plus....the fire fighters were IN SNEAKERS!!!!ma gawd!!!!

we all got tired and went back to the agency, waiting for 1730hrs...to hatyai airport.
TR 139...back to airport..our legs were heavy to part whn we reached the airport at 2230hrs...
hmm hmm hmmm...some one fetched me...hehehe..for he did..thank you..its a pleasant surprise..

we all got closer after this trip and hope there's more to come..love you people..who made this happen...may we all be as closer for as long as we live...loved every single time we spent..

***case close**

Im leaving on a jet plane

2005-01-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

gosh it feels like it was just yesterday Nong said to us "Eh macam lambat eh nak pergi phangan"...translates " feels like forever to reach phangan xia.."

Now...its just like tmomorrow...and im not done with packing and have not even change my money..such a procrastinator...sigh sigh
Im in here right now putting this entry up...while my battalion is outside watching tv and eating...my mum is such a great cook..never had anything like her cooking..im proud of u momma...wats on table? the briyani,the dhalchar, the chicken curry, the lontong and the achar is on the table table table...

Still waiting for my fellow cartellian to reach here later this evening...its gonna be like a ritual every year for em to be here on 1st day of raya...anyway its nice to be with em...the people of my life..luve uall so much..

See you all next week..I hope to party and do some soul searchng the whole of next week...
"see if heads could sort out"says erda, by the time we come back from this trip.
i hope so lady...i hope so...
My sweet divine is gonna send us off tmr..how sweet of her...I dun name her that for nothing...Amdan ur such a lucky man..take care of her while we are gone..Pwomise?
Alrighty...see you all my love...29th will be our trip back...
Who is with us in this thai tryppin...
the rezua and the gf..leia,the fuad, the erda and the nong, and the me..eNam jahanam..

"cos im leaving on a jet plane..dunno when i'll be abck again.."...la la la...humming humming...oooh babe I hate to go.......

" adey bye bye bye"

wats wrong

2005-01-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

wat is exactly wrong with me...seriously i dont know..i cant narrow dwn. i just cant get the right one or am i just blind, blind to see wats already infront of me...contented?no?I dunno....
i am trying my best to make my decisions as soon as possible...trying not to make mistakes anymore...trying not to hurt anybody's feelings anymore...should i try or should i JUST DO IT?!
why am i such a considerate freak...taking all this into consideration...why arent others not like this?

im messsed up up there i guess...such an empty ever since the london bridge fell down,since the collapse of the leaning tower of Pisa .
Loneliness sucked women harder thn men.dont you think so?
sometimes the feeling of i have nowhere left to turn sucked me hard...thru my ears
that my eyes bleed..
i have tried so hard,too much,too hard to bury the hatchet..to relive. Hoping for my past could be undone.

"its the bitter taste of loosing everything i 've held so dear...."....McLachlan's.
She is coming...and im
going...to see her...the long awaited food for my soul.She has been and will always will.
hail sarah.....hail hail vail vail....
watched Alfie starring the ever orgasmical JUDE LAW!!!....
good info for women abt men and their thoughts and women...
it hurts me ouch ouch when he said something like "....well men remember dun be like me and get hooked up with single mums...too much accessories..." ouch ouch...
well im glad he got ditch by her...men men men.....now i knw they kinda take advantage of the situation...when they lose it they regret....that time isnt it kinda too late? ssss oooolllll...
did i just stereotyped?Sorry..

3 little Birds!

2005-01-12T13:56:00.000+08:00

ok fine i just dont know what to name this entry...
sembrang ajer lah nyah...

been week have not been updating ...can see aye..
busy busy busy....
busy re-arranging my life...putting the tiles on the path so that i could walk smoothly-I hope..
people come and go in my life...some refuse but i just got to let em go...its for the better i say..Life goes on...it has too...

Im happy with the people i have met along the way...
My friends that have always made me happy..they are the escapism to my sorrows..
My chocolate, my aphrodiziacs and caffeine..cos of u people im so energised and all set for my voyage of 2005.

they say age is just a number..but it is catching up...
This year is my 26th year breathing, sleeping, eating, looking at this world changing phase by phase and what have yous...
Its sad sometimes to see people dying of war, natural disaster etc etc etc...
is it gonna be the end of the world already?
Human kind is getting inhumane...corrupted...the perversion science...scary ok just scary...to much technology, is just mutating this world..*shivers**brrrrr

Anyway

Aye ma Comrades...let us set sail togather to the land of thousand smiles...togather we shall make this journey a memorable one, one that we could tell our offsprings abt. .

And to the january babies who celebrates their bday this month...I would like to wish Ya'all

Happy birthday...may god bless you...: this is a mass bday wish frm me to you...Mwaxx

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fluffy floof floof

2004-12-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

this month of dec is a month of reuniting...met some old frends here and there, friends that never talked before but now talk already...MY DECEMBER...

reminising all those times

Happy thought, happy thought that could make be Flyyyyy

times that make me wanna shoot my teeth out of ma gums...but its ok...

HAPPY THOUGHTS>>>HAPPY THOUGHTs

shelly Long chiam pas

2004-12-22T13:43:00.000+08:00

is that how u spel it..
gosh this broadband im using really sucked up ma pc
thsts why lah i didnt update.

Well lotsa things happened along the way while i wasnt updating..
the good, the bad and the ugly
the good was that
the last saturday's farewell party in courtesy of Anna ala alicia tits with grrreenn-u-know wat.
it was fun Aldrin spinning...but too much house...gua tak boleh angkat lah sundal!
hmm..who was thr? moi, yerda, aesha, nadia, lydia with Boy-the-tunang,faod and the teddy bear,joon and hubs lah (Lah is his name),met up with the party gangstas after midnight...quite a handful.
At 2 we were all exhausted..penat...dah tualah chipai sia..this cannot be!!
the day b4 i was also in zouk for the Streetstyle awards by NIKE.
wat to do..boyfwen's group was nominated in the music category mah..so have to go there clap clap..happy happy for him lor..
met the girls b4 that for a Chicken tojel affair at ah chew hotel chicken rice parlour.
and also met up with faod for his DnD shopping spree but ended up not getting anything cos was rushing to meet the girls up at ah chew..its ok Faod...just get a tube top with CHAOS pants...cantik sundal...
sunday til tuesday i was in melaka's riviera beach resort...its a family affair..."ode to ma family"
it was a recuperating session after what happened...*sealed sob sob my mojo has died*
i am still waiting for pics to be up loaded to moi...thank you for ur support my dearest friends..hehe

stay tunEd

wasted

2004-12-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

Human make mistakes without them realising
some took advantage of time thinking she could wait
some thought would bring them satisfaction
A satisfaction that got them wasted
life is about choosing
an oppotunity cost u gotta make
like a pirate chosing between his
ship that got him everywhere and
everything he wanted or
stay with his treasure chest full of
golden coins
in an island far away
one would make him a better man and content
the other would make him the way he is
and always hunger for more
we are wasted in our own ways
we are known for being weak
how stupid we can be sometimes
but stupidity has made us wiser
we all need something to believe in
something to hold on to
get me breathing again
bring me up,
be the solid ground
Dont get me all wasted again.

Just Another week

2004-12-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

December's gonna be a lonely month...
heh...

Its a leave me alone-December....

Sentosa in the weekend anybody?

Aint gota the moods for entries this month...

hah....

Fly Away Paranoia

2004-11-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

Miss P.Paranoia has gone for a holiday with Mr.D...Im in a safe mode now..

Ridiculous Thoughts....again

some bitch just cant leave ur property alone aye...sore loser.

have some GREEN SPOT....bisak seport?

-they cant get what they want...they turn the BITCH SWITH on..(dun proclaim urself as a butch if ur a bitch).... too much fornicating makes u weak in the brain...loser.

-are they dying soon?*smirks*

-How Mars can be so insensitive.

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transmission and pics deleted due to some sensitivity going on...*rolls eyes*

thoughts,bought, caught

2004-11-25T01:40:00.000+08:00

Went to town

A mini retail therapy
Bought myself Bjork Medulla and Kosheen Kokopelli.
MyDrumMachine is outta town.
time for myself.
Good?kinda actually.
got a weird phone call which freaked me.
this Steven guy claims he knws me frm the past.
He saw me just now walking pass him through the blocks.
Im so freaked out, just goota shut him up by saying ma husband's around so i can talk.end of convo.
oh yuh he included this," its ok lah im gonna call u next year again."
Stalker? No dont scare me u asswipe.

ridiculous thoughts....

-friends are weird creatures, they breed in mysterious ways.
-came across the smelliest creature in a crowded MRT? why arh why must they smell that way?
-god is so unfair to have created bimbo, himbos and even the moment.

in my head...

2004-11-20T11:23:00.000+08:00

yeah lotsa things are in my head...
I just couldnt understand the state i put myself in sometimes.
I am a risk taker but with doubts.
What the hell am i talking about here.

i have always thought that without taking the risk in doing something you wouldnt know the outcome..But it always turns out negative which traumatise the hell outta me.
So sometimes to take the bloody risk, i psyche myself up to not get upset if it doesnt turn out the way i wanted it to be OR i have a back up plan.

travis- Turn is playing over and over again.

in my life, i always have back up plans...so to speak.

so far,
So good....
Plans?check
back up plans?check
Happy? half check..neEd to re-check on this.
I lost track on soul searching..

Things happen,
things happened that makes me don't wanna give my all.
I have once gave my all but it was all in vain.
I have not turned back since then, the sickest point in my life,but i have always turned back in anger at myself for being blind.

My sudden paranoia, I’m a paranoiac after all.
I’m no love kamikaze, (i use to be one)I’m just a paranoiac.
It’s getting the best outta me. This is what I hate most when i am in love. You get all paranoid over foolish stuff and shit worried.
Is that a sign of love and care?
Yes.
But why?
Is it because I’m all insecure or having doubts?
Why am I feeling this way?
Why wouldn’t I be? I have a future to think of, not mine but this little thing I have give life to.
A lil thing in my life, who is my life-
Atiq Iman.
The insecurity I feel is tremendously outrageous.
No words could describe it. I have every single right to feel worried for him and choosing a father figure for him to grow up with.
But hey, kids who have no father figure do grow up normal.
Im lucky that I still have my father and a brother for him to look up to.
A father for him? I guess I’ll just buy him a father Figurine with Batteries included.
Who wants to be the talk of the town anyway.
“What? Don’t you have any other girls to hit on?”
Maybe the word pussy should be redirected to the new-age men.
Guys do chicken out girls. Trust me they do.
Salute to women who took up the challenge of being a single mum.

And i tell you, dun you ever be disheartened by the discrimination that you will get by people around you. Prejudice and discrimination is everywhere for people our species. We are aliens, we should hold the green i/d card.These outer force will pull you dwn like hell will.Well at least if you were to enter the gates of hell you will know the reason for your entrance. these people just wont/refuse to give you the credits for being the THE ONE. Divorce is like the word FUCK.. everyone is using it, it is ok but its still a bad word. Once you are a divorcee, you are suppose to marry either another divorcee or not get married at all. We have being stereotyped by women who are mothers themselves. Who would want to see their son with a divorcee slash singlemoms. Like I have said, who would want their sons to be the talk of the town anyway. I wish I could cry to this sometimes..I'm bleeding inside .Why cant she see that im just a normal human being with feelings not batteries. Does the status singlemom sound whorish to you?

My relationships became messy, too messy at times that I hate to detangle it.
Its hard being my normal self anymore, just being me is not easy. Whatmore to fall in love, have always been harder thn before. Trying to trust again, is harder thn before. Trying to be the supermom to my son, a superdaughter to my parents, trying to be the normal girl,whom I use to be. I just cant stand it anymore trying to assure myself that its gonna be alright.

I once had a lousy husband for almost 3 years. Who didnt chickened out but I had to leave him because he wasnt what he was suppose to be, A husband, the foundation of my family.The transition was drastic that I wasnt prepared for the aftermath.

I felt so lifeless, suicidal thoughts serenading but my lil one and the so-called support of my folks, I cancelled all the flights to Deathland.
Especially my son…he gave me strength to carry on with life.
I now see life is worth living, I wanna see my son grow up, I wanna see me grow old.
But sometimes when I think of it, he is not a bad person after all.
I left him not because he cheated on me, no external influences..
Everybody has a good and bad sides, yin and yang, black and white.
I think I will let him go. Let him go with what he has done to me. Forgiveness is an altruistic deed I must say. I would reminisce on what he did for me rather then what he had done to me. Atiq needs a father after all. Even when he grows up and wants to be with his father rather then me, its alright. If it makes him happy, I would be happier. This are the chances in life I must take.
How the rocks of envy hit me to see married and happy couples move on to the journey together, hand in hand, through thick and thin, trusting one another, the old couple still holding hands.
I didn’t think all this still, is happening. It is? It is!
I have only seen the ugly world instead of looking at both. I forgot! I have forgotten how.
Every now and then I kept holding my breath, not knowing what would happen next. What’s the next chapter like for me.

“God help me to be strong
In this road I’ve traveled long
When Im lost and lonely
Find me.”

"Need isolation chamber, to reassure myself..
Since you're not doing it"

GreetinGs

2004-11-13T13:58:00.000+08:00

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA MA FRENDS"

Venus As A BoY

2004-11-06T15:14:00.000+08:00

His wicked sense of humour
Suggests exciting sex
His fingers focus on her
Touches, he's venus as a boy.

He believes in beauty
He's venus as a boy
He believes in beauty

He's exploring
The taste of her
Arousal
So accurate
He sets off
The beauty in her

He's venus as a boy
He believes in beauty

Why sex is good?

Need testimonials for these?
I dont think so..give me if u want..
and do you know that the French Tops the chart (French have more sex in a year 174 times a year) WHOAH beat that man.
Sporeans aare the ones in the near bottom.

1. Sex is a beauty treatment.
Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering
dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes.
The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up.
It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. I
t's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression.
It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of
euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered.
The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones.
These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!

7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world.
IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.

Is it boosting enough for you people?

I Have been...

2004-11-04T05:26:00.000+08:00

"i have been listening to Bjork greatest hits for The past weeks...
Bought it a month ago. lost all my bjork cds due to unforeseen circumstances...
dun wann talk abt it.am planning to re-collect her again..here i come to the rescue Ms Bjorko....

Work was fun...fun chaps and lass...
On the move...my kinda stuff..Kinda.
After work today a rendezvous with myDrummerMan, the africanDuo and Rezoamaqelvelu Ma DrummaMama frm werk the other 3 caught Shark tale...did my part yesterday with ma lil Atiqus and the Drummaman..Was hilarious.Laugh the bazooka outta me..
tomorrow is a day off for me till Sunday..

met up and newton it was for ur...as per norm,talked cock But a mini tribal council it was a re-plan or re-routing our trip due to some military reasons..and we heard the full moon party,there's a werewolfing ceremony going on..
'pity reza he was planning of doing dreads on his pulau takok'a.k.a and island behind his neck.hauhahha...
Was thinking of Rainforesting and tree top 'apartments' in the eastern side of Asia. A whole new experience.An expedition.Caves.kayaking.Anaconda..(thats too much)seems like no-show of hands and heart.So drop it..I'd be planning to drop by maybe middle of next year...wats da plaan ma mann..
+ +
+++

very headache lah...headache...

Now the 2 Military maid cum secretary of rezoa has to re-plan!!

This the Miltary leader..Going bonkus...for he is Capitan GodChilla!

"Do it my maid or else....i will kill u like this...ahhh..like this see..."
(Capitan godchilla on the loose)

yesh sir!yanithink for u sir... u korkanathan sir..

"and u shall live happily ever after...like this boy"
(erda was about to be killed by capitan godchilla!!)

and that boy smiley in whites...DAmn...how could u bro...how could u..

(notice how tired erda is and how concentrated i had to be?)
Ma Drummaman lepas dari seksa2 Capitan Godchilla ini..Smile somemore.chehs!

Possibly maybe

2004-11-02T16:05:00.000+08:00

Your flirt finds me out
Teases the crack in me
Smittens me with hope
Possibly maybe, possibly maybe, possibly maybe.
As much as I definitely enjoy solitude
I wouldn't mind perhaps
Spending little time with you
Sometimes, sometimes
Possibly maybe probably love
Possibly maybe probably love
Uncertainty excites meBaby
Who knows what's going to happen?
Lottery or car crashOr you'll join a cult
Probably maybe, possibly love
This is probably maybe, possibly love, possibly
Mon petit vulcan
You're eruptions and disasters
I keep calmAdmiring the lava
I keep calmPossibly maybe probably love
Possibly maybe probably love
Electric shocks?
I love them
With you dozen a day
But after a while I wonder
Where's that love you promised me?
Where is he ?Possibly maybe probably love
Possibly maybe probably love
How can you offer me love like that?
My heart's burned
How can you offer me love like that?I
'm exhausted
Leave me alone
Possibly maybe, possibly maybe, possibly maybe.
Since we broke up
I'm using lipstick again
I'll suck my tongue
In remembrance of you

Battlefield

2004-10-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

3 days of boyfriendless escapades with the girls.He is in KL now.texted me to say that he lost his last granny.Innalillah...Im so sorry to hear that.Too bad I cant be there to see you cry and hug u.
Im Missing you already.
3days without you is... Like sleeping in an air-con room at full blast without blanket.
My girls have been wonderful.
They made me warmer.

I thankiu girls..u are my..sunshine...ahak ahak!
oh my pepiu..where are you?

Met up with Farah at 1300hrs for a quick ride into Johor to fill up her
tankies and bought ciggies and a few Cds..what else could I have bought when I
have like 10Ringgit in hand..but its still impossible to get all that in
Singapore with 10 bux...aint it? Time check: went in at 1430hrs, out by 1525hrs.
was bloody late for my interview.Oh well who cares about it now We got it anyways.While waiting for Farah to be interviewed one of the staff passed me a name card saying that one of them wanted my number.the card says in pilot pen ink writing"Bharat from nepal.blabla number".aaaaahahahah...kekek sundal! Farah laughed at me saying 'that maybe he knows ur a nepalese nipplet..'nyehnyeah go on laugh at me beetch.*bluergh*
Met up with erza, erda's motherly sister at raffles place after that for a briefing with regard to this weekends work on the fields of the Spore Cricket club..Briefing was no fun but direct, But the guys on the field and the cafeteria were so sedap. Have the feeling they're Nuzeelanders' rugbiers..oh mygawdness.Help me! they were smiling and smiling and smiling..hehehe..Mentelnyer!
Ok so the enough abt this.
Met up with farah and erda again in town for a blardy late break fast at SPIZE. Joe tagged along with us. Planned to go zouk for the POWER 98 battle of the bands but the sisters decide to drop the plan and go home to cook for daddy dearest.Sayang korang.
So 3 of us went for just a lil bit of zouk and the band competition. And went home. We didnt stay for the results cos we think that....ermm..nevermind..just keep it shut..ehehe..
Haiyah...its gonna be 4 boyfriendless days.damn.
But its ok lah. He has to go for a reason. My condolences to your family.
I still ahve my Atiqus..My one and only..

Atiqus the hero.he always help people.One of them is aunty erda and the fat cat. Tik tak...tik tak tok.. Anybody else Need help press F1 pls.

Im bringing him out today but it look like its gonna pour anytime soon.. Donch do this lah!

Anyway i told u im gonna show the pics of the movie night at GoldenMile. Scroll DownPls.

Before the GoldenMile affair...

Tulang Call

Sap tulang Bang?srotsrootsroot..

AbangMan nie eksen plak..

Plus me continued sucking...sucking peeg.
here comes the Mile.
1st things 1st...

the ala telex-message ticket stub..so besar gedembong

the empty seat-we thought which were taken by the cheekopex a lil later after this was taken..we cant take when they sit mah..mao kena banteng?

The happySuckers on aluminium seat with springs poking..still smiling.

And the story line(SEXDRIVE) tells it all in this pic here..
FAF=FUCK A FREN.. Tadadada

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Hey you

2004-10-25T14:03:00.000+08:00

...erm erm...This is called Hey you...

"Hey you with the wedding dress on
Made of white chiffon blowing in the wind
Hey you with the dreams in your head
You've been so mislead by your heart's pull
I know you're waiting for your ship to come in
You anxiously wait for such a long time
You're just like my Ken and Barbie Doll
You dress up and play the game
You're just like my Ken and Barbie Doll
Your name will never change
Hey you with your eyes full of hope
You think you can rope your desire
Hey you, you naive thing
Your patience in time will tire
I know you're waiting for your tide to roll in
How did you ever get such high hopes?
You're just like my Ken and Barbie Doll
You dress up and play the game
You're just like my Ken and Barbie Doll
Your name will never change
You're just like my Ken and Barbie Doll
In a plastic world of make believe
You're just like my Ken and Barbie Doll
You know he's just gonna leave....."

Here's something courtesy of ErdaMewness...Enjoy..
http://www.geocities.com/asianprince213/Pictures.htm

The Army of Me

2004-10-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

And so I did my first hands-on on Photoshop
was so use to
Fireworx..Voila.

Steddeh poon pi pi..

nyah nyaH
+ +
+++++

This idiot and lazy bum refuse to add another entry, instead I
shall just do an addition and alteration here.
my lil
miss-always-having-a-PMS-Presario was on MC over the weekend.
Gave her a
rejuvenating shot of the reinstallation kit and she is back with a flash.
"Dont do this to Momma again yaar baby"

My Saturday's graduation
ceremony was all good and an envious one seeing all those chaps in hats and
robes, smiles on their faces.
Why off cos why wouldnt they.They have
achieved something in their live.
Me? Im still waiting for my pops to shine
the green light..pending.

The Dip Clan were all in white tops and black bottoms, so
ala-SHATEC But I decide to match my outfit with killer heels so I wont look so
schoolie girlie.
That evening after the ceremony my heels and boyfriend
planned a conspiracy to kill me.
I had to follow him and his other Drummer
boys for Adidas shopping spree for their performance outfits..
My toes
almost went on suicide if not for the appearance of the African Duo with my
sneakers and 501.Love you people.
Four of us went planless for a while in town thn we decide to take up a not
so cheap thrill in the land of golden mile watching a stupid tagalog movie
called SEX DRIVE.
Why I call it thrill?
That place is not meant for us, but for those D.O.M, you go figure the
abbreviation yourself.
The movies shown there are all Rated R(A),no compromise.
The theatre is so bif yet the smell of chinese incense is so strong. The
seats all made in aluminium with cushioned seats but you know it's old cause you could feel the spring poking on your butt cheeks.
Well true enough only me and erda are the only girl survivor in
there.
Such a raw show, stupid, looks like some project movie done by graduates..
So much for an 8buck thrill..We swore to not step our foot there again..
NEVER!!

Diluted Me

2004-10-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

Been at home recovering and recuperating from the infested-with-flu-bugs
moi. Consulted Mr.Doc yesterday and gave way too strong concoctions and
tabs.
"Dr, I have 2 big lumps up here.Please remove it"

Ma Mista brought me for a short evening picnic and starless one at marina south although my aim was to catch the
ducklings near the pond. But its is alright...last night was lovely too.
Missed the other girls.
I missed everything of the outside world when im
sick.
Feels like my life's diluted once again.
Its empty without
companion, friends.
I hope to see you all tomorrow, The people who makes my
life so concentrated with joy and laughter..I thank you all
The diversion to
my sorrows, perversion to everything

At home I learnt one thing about my lil one...is that
He counts his Gaga a.k.a
Poop.
"Mum I have 3 taik, and I flush already."
My son learnt how to count using his poop...Am I just glad or what.
Since I quit puttin songs in this blog...I'll just hum to
maself..
anyway Im still hummin to the tune of Isobel by
Bjork.
Im just nuts over Bjork...
Just Lemme recuperate just a lil bit more...Im alright.

Ready Bie

2004-10-06T13:29:00.000+08:00

Im sick have been sick..sick sick sick...

The main reason I have been Away..
Weekend blast was a movie-marathon at Miss Farah's the Highness's Palace
Before that we we all in town hoping to watch White Chix but were all full house.
After much thinking and planning for the most strategic place to hangout, We decide on Her Royal highness's Harem.
Our 1st pick was Exorcist..the Beginning.Gory more to scary.
Then it was JackAss 3..i think..this time it was more on Steve-O and wee-man and a space slut.Stupid SpaceSlut..No Bam, No Johnny!!I miss Johnny!!
Then to wrap off for the morning was Caveman the old-skool caveman which starred Ringgo Starr!!Surprising!!So cute they are.
At 0700hrs Pheebs had to make her way out to work.The rest of us slept till like noon and continued with a couple more movies..
we had..this hindustani movie we had to watch cos her highness was watching
thn Beavis and butthead and thn....
The SIgns of Dooms day By Harun Yahya, A documentary about the end of world.
This was so much more scarier thn exorcist I bet you.
There are actually signs, obvious signs, which have been predicted by the Quran some 1400 years ago.Gosh who could ever predict that far?
Compettition of the tallest skyscarapers...are signs
indulging in homosexuality and lesbianism...are signs.
suicides, a vast increase in alcohol and drugs dependants...are signs
Just to name a few...
Well its inevitable anyway..the time will come.
All we got to do is just pray and hope for the best..for us.
Where do I stand...Ark!!!
oh yeah Didnt I announce the troopers for the night?
There was me, mMr.Dwumshodap,erda and Ahnom the AfricanTwin,Pheebozua
who had to go to work at seven, and The owner of the Highness Harem....Thank you...

Another day K.Ling

2004-09-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

Cant sleep much after the Zouking...Ma Mr.Drummamann was moaning cos he was dwn with a slight fever...I kept doing the karate-chop on him to stop him frm moaning and groaning.Was a tad bit concious cos sabrina and aidan was beside us would think that we might get Jiggy with it or something.Swear we didnt do anything kinky underneath right.Mine was more of a kitty cat nap.Missed the breakfast affair.Damn I never miss breakfast in hotels.
Anyway got up and packed our stuff and logged out of the hotel...hmm log out..no..its suppose to be check out.Ok thats way too much of Net for me.
Pardon my terminologies all messed up.
We set off for KLCC where Aidan thought it was KL community Centre.First time in KL wat u expect.After our luncheon Zhe drummaman o'mine went down to Maxis centre to meet up some old fren...heck to settle score I think.And TOO bad she aint working there anymore Hunneh.La la la la..Burn burn for me bebeh..
OK now is thw crucial moment..We are actually stuck right smack in the middle of Kl with no where to go.We cant get out due to the heavy traffic which was killing us.So we decide to get the hell outta KLCC and park in COncorde again and spend another few hours more till the traffic clears up.
We even came up with the idea of Genting...BUT nobody knws how to get there..No map except for human map.
Very well...No genting.Just get out of KLCC first..
Thats one thing...Just the lift down to P3 where we parked our car..which was suppose to be as simple as ABC...we took at least 3-4 trips in and out of the lift ending up in the wrong level.My goodness..We were really dumb or what.ahhaha...
The next thing..We had a bloody hard time at least 20 mins to drive out of the carpark...
I was telling em luckily we're not in the AMAZIng RAce...If not we'll be kick out sia.Last one to arrive the point"
ANd then...
made our way up back to concorde..parked the car and took the Monorail to TIMES SQUARE...thats where we had LOAds of fun!!
Took the stupid rides...but the one that made our day was the rollercoaster..Lemme tell u this...This Themepark is indoor..in a shopping mall as big as Ngee Ann city.Imagine urself dangling in the rollercoaster and u can see people shopping just below u?....Shamji, Aidanji and me took it like 2 rounds and were like going almost kapoot.
Had our early dinner b4 going out of Kl..We Had have enough...ENOUGH.
Started our drive almost 1900hrs...reach spore..2130hrs.Speedy gonzales is our Pilot of the evening..Co-pilot Sabrina took her rest..the cabin crews at the back snoozed away too..Tak boleh harap lah Cabin crew.

Im still waiting for the pics frm Sabrina...ARK...and my passporto..

Kay Ell Belongs to Me!

2004-09-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

KL, Kuala Lumpur.Our trip was fun thou not that fabulous.
I am still waiting for Aidan to send me the pictures thn I shall put it up here.

Day 1:
I had such a hard time waking up but still I managed.Got Atiq ready for this field trip to the Chinese GArden for the Lantern Festival.Sent him to his Bus downstairs and off I go.Taking the ever painstakingly ride to BOON LAY...I am not kidding you..it is Boon Lay..from Yishun.My butt was half sleeping when this girl out of nowhere sat just opposite me, talking to here girlfriend..about how people say she look good in here Roxy ourfits...nothing else but roxy. She was bragging to her pathetic little frind about it.Gosh I can feel her friend.She is the minah feeling ROXY chick..and thn she went "i dunno what to wear for skimming later lah".The Jurong East Interchange saved me frm all those braggings....phew!.lalala..whatever lah minah..U have just made me feel like Im an orangutan.
But Im not..Just a CHimp..hehe.

Reached Boon Lay.at 0900hrs..as ever...suppose to meet the dearest boyfriend-who-has-never-been-early but he wasnt there, so i made my way to MacDonalds.Cant stand this crap.If he were to wait for me at the control station..thats his problem darrrling.
And so he found me in Maccers with my cant-stand-face.

had our breakfast and met Sabrina and aidan at trhe taxi stand and off we went to the 2nd LInk.They were so well equipped with pillows and blankets and CDs and even a magnetic gameboard.

I dare to say..sabrina is a really speed demon..she drove alkong the highway spore to KL..for less thn 3 hrs..with the speed of 175km/hr..MADNESS this lady lah..Salute.

The traffic was really killing us when we reach there.Got our way to Concorde..parked the car in the silliest manner u can ever imagine.
So off we went making our way to our room...when sab left her stuff and sham was waiting for her..Aidan was way infront so I walked alone.SKALI!!!Aidan kasi aku terpranjat lah...babi betuL..I was in the stupidest face human can ever imagined..and he was laughing away like hell..he hid in one of this passageway's corner and scared the shit out of me..
As we were planning a conspiracy on scaring th bazooka outta em...so both of us hid at the other corner...waiting for em to arrive..when we heard their voice...thn..BAHHH!!!Aidan pounced at them...SKALI!!!WRONG person lah...the Apek was so bloody shocked..he went" WHAT THE FUCK!!!" Aidan was apologetic and kinda laughing at the same time..."Sorry uncle..i tot it was my friend.."ahahahah...ok That was so silly ok..ahahha..slenger.
And so after the silly prank we did.We found Sab and Sham at the Lobby waiting for us.Parked our lethargic bodies at 1219 of concorde.
about an hour later..we went out to have our late lunch and they went shopping at the Petaling street night market.I didnt get anything..Didnt like anything.
Went home ASAP cos Sab and me were having the Shit attack Mission to bomb the talibans..I think it must have been the Ramly burger I ate.Dammit.
I did the attacking of talibans in the hotel Lobby...didnt wanna take the risk in sharing the aroma with the other people in the room...Oh yesh I didnt tell you we shared the room.Yes all 4 of us.Alot of space...but we didnt share the Bed..we took the upper matress,they took the lower one..so please imagine how the room is like.LIke kapal terbalik(capsized ship).
We took the Monorail to petaling street but taxi back.Cannot stand any longer.
Rested till 2345hrs before we actually dragged ourselves to Zouk.
We even checked out some other clubs around the corner..but they were too much of RnB and transvers and mat sallehs...more of a pick up joint for these people..too much of prostituition in the open.This cant be.Zouk's our aim.

We actually dont really know the exact location of zouk right?right.so we let the cabby be the navigator.So much trusting a cabby there.From concorde to zouk...6 ringgit.bloody hell..and it was like just 10minutes walk frm our hotel.Aint That cute!
Zouk's crowd was a funny.seriously funny..
There was actually bengs,The mats whom you can actually see in Hard rock Spore.
(Mind you Hard rock KL was so much better thn Spore..U can see those bikers there.)
and the crowds there actually sit and drink not dance like in spore.
everything was good..Just the crowd...just the crowd.
As for me..I just fuck it with the crowds.Just shake the shit out of my bon bons.
This mat was So fucked up..he looked like he was heart-broken or something..he was sitting just behind us with his fucked up face. and a jug of Bourbon I think..without the ice.So You can see he has been sitting there from god knows what time till 3am sipping one one pathetic jug of liquor, and drunked.
Some of them were trying so hard showing off their damce moves..that you can actually laugh to it.Anyway I stayed till the end.Aidan and Sab went back much earlier..they were too tired and its not their type of music anyway.
.....................to be cont'd.....................

Dooo KhaiDOoo...

2004-09-22T02:48:00.000+08:00

so what happens after all the mess?

Well Im glad everything has been unclogged...if not i'll die of blood clot in my brain..
Anyway after everythings been unclogged...the batch of cartellian ladies decided on ZOUKing on saturday night...
Which after the party i didnt have any keys to go home....FULLSTOP!!
Stupid bugger...and JAMES LAVELLE SUX big tym...U suck UNKLE!!
The Sunday went to Flea market at zouk again...
Tolong lah...People will think i go there to mark my attendance...
Watched DODGEBALL AFTEr that...i know...(cheh...confiadent sia ni..)im the only one with the loudest laughter..what to do.i cant control mah.

Anyway...now i think im a lil lazy to elaborate further...
U peeps go catch...no..not only dodgeball...go watch POMPAN PONTIANAK DAN DOT DOT DOT...and The great challenge...its a french movie..abt yakuzas and the agility of the frenchies...I loike.

Well KL here I come AGAIN!!this tym its gonna be better cos im with missy sabrina and Aidan-ji...not forgetting...My Sam-Ji also..doookhaidooo...

bla bla

2004-09-17T17:44:00.000+08:00

Life sucks today..
its sucked me right out of my right year...
a sudden disappointment smacked me right on my cheek.
I cant open my eyes..
Should I open my eyes wider?
or are they just wide shut.
Am I given a choice to mould my life?
Im just disappointed that I cant have the life I long for
To design my own life...
Need a copy blueprint to carry on with my life project?
I wanna get away frm this life i am not..
Am not..
Lets just shut my eyes and hope everythings gone when
I open my eyes..

And so

2004-09-15T04:22:00.000+08:00

Things been raked up and my heart went like a roller coaster..it felt almost to my green carpet..
I didnt wanna know but I still I cant just ignore it either..
Thou it was a past I gotta knw...I have to..
is there more to it that I should have known?
Quoting The bachelor gal "Like chocolate cakes..like cigarettes..I know they're bad for me but I just cant leave 'em alone."

I didnt know wat to say..how to react...i was dumbfounded..
Flabberghasted..
Yet Im cool..as a cucumber.
Thou It had been denied,justified and assured something's still amiss..
the puzzle's still in complete..what is it?
Though I have known the whole picture from an external individual..
Fair?
Do I need reassurance?Disappointing.
Fill me in..Im no stranger from a week before.
If u insist doubt to dock on what we have...keep it up..
Keeping the whole truth hurts more..
Quoting you..THE LIL THINGS MAKES A DIFFERENCE..
Now all I have to say is i dare you to tell me the truth..
the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
Cause I have known the truth..
Dont try to omit anythings else.
I dont wanna regret no more..
Am I asking too much here?

In a relationship..regardless a platonic relationship or a best friend relationship or a love relationship..I strongly believe that the numero Uno for your love to stay strong is trust between parties..no.2 would be respect then communication and then comes love..
But...
without the numero Uno your respect fades away...you cant communicate and that makes you out of love..
Love is a wonderful thing that could have happen to you only if u have trust and respect..Love evolves and revolves in this equation.
Dont you think so?
Anybody with a better equation pls do tell me..

My Augustus Wrap Up

2004-09-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

this time let the picchers do the jive talking..lalalala..

The House Wives and a Brown Witch

The taggin

The NAfi Munster is behind us see the red arrow.

The blonde and the RedHead..obviously im the Dumb one?in your dreams.

Da Blondors Bleach

The Smiley Efx With a Javanese Page Boy...Wheres ur Girl,boy?

The So Un-Womad Days.

The Mummy Rambo and her Lil Tombo

The SharPshooter, The Shot and the Short Shooter

STOP OR I'LL SHOOT U MUM!!

The Oreo Heros

and the Witch of Eastwick

I thank YOU.

Texas Lonely RaNger

2004-09-05T01:36:00.000+08:00

“This was the best day I have had alone. Seriously! Am not making this up man.
was at home all day long contemplating to get my butt out of this house.
but then what am I suppose to do out later?
There's no one who agreed to entertain my ass today everybody's busy with their own agenda.
Yaadaa yaadaa blabla.obladi oblada life goes on..tralalala life goes on.
So this clowns all alone today but to look on the brighter side, it is a good time for me to ponder over unnecessary things. This is the only time you get to think about things you have never thought of before. Am I wrong to say this? lets just say when you're alone in a bus or a taxi or even standing in the cramp and crowded and you cannot breathe in between the jungle of armpits and you are all suffocated in a train off to work or even back from work. You will tend to think of your past, future, what have you done today, about the rough toilet rolls that blistered your butt or where ever you have wiped it with. You start talking to yourself. Sometimes half your conscience tells you that you are crazy, talking to yourself and all. But the other half tells you, hey its ok everybody’s doing it so why don’t you. Me, I’d follow the second half of my conscience. Talking to myself, consoling myself of what I am not happy about, talk about the guy opposite me with the funny dressing sense, anything under the sun or above that I would or could not comprehend with some other human being. If I were to do that they’d go nuts. Not me.
Alright I decide to the unspeakable, they say, which was watching movie ALONE. What’s so weird about that man? I don’t understand that? People call me crazy for doing that.
Please justify yourself for calling me crazy!
So do they have an asylum for solo movie goers? You don’t tell some one that they are crazy for, say eating alone right?
“You’re eating alone? You’re crazy girl!!!crazy!!…” get it? Silly.
You don’t really talk in the movies">movies don’t you.
I picked up an interesting book by Paul Reiser( the guy who acted in Mad About You an old sitcom in the 90s) from a dusty library from home and off I head to the nearest MRT station and off to ORCHARD…weeee.
Oh well ANACONDAS was my pick of the evening in lido. didn’t regret picking that movie though they say that movie was a blunder, whoever that is *rolls my eyes from right to left and back*.
It was far better then the first one. And the best part about the movie, thanks to the ticket makcik, I was given the middle seat of Lido 6,infested with guys. what’s with guys and Anacondas? The inferiority of size? Or maybe they refuse to believe that there ain’t anything as big as theirs..hmm..the truth is out there my men.
Can’t really make out what race they are..oh well amazing race I think. But the distinct smell and their intonation tells me they are officers. Don’t ask me how I know. Well I just know honey *wink* How lucky can I get. Thank you God for blessing me and for making the makcik pick a seat for me in between these male species of the universe. Amen.
After the show walked a little bit more, a few more bumping here and there. God knows that boredom is getting the best of me so he decide to raise my blood pressure just a little. We
(God & me I mean) were having fun I can see. Hehehe..Once again Amen.
This time I guess I refuse to talk to myself. I opened up the book by Paul Reiser called Babyhood.
This is the one book and the only book I would strongly recommend to parents or parents-to-be and even the not-parents-yet category. I tell you every single page I read I will laugh. His wittiness and humorous words are very well distributed in every single page. Anybody who wants it please do leave me a tag.1st come 1st serve basis yaar.
Yet again off from the tracks of the MRT I had to walk across the HDB stream and jungle with help of the dim and yellow lights, my conscience started their conversation. Can I just ignore them?
No, wait , I cant, I need them to entertain me throughout this walk home. Thank you to the 2 of you for accompanying me. I don’t know what I would do without you babes.
Now I got to sleep and rest to prepare me for the next day. Ma Mann and me are going Batam for Wakeboarding. Well I might just end myself with knee Boarding and wake maybe.
He would just be wake skating. Damn!
And Monday I’m off to Kuala Lumpur..Im still figuring out what to buy.
Am now creating a wish list and going to pass it to my momma since she force me into Kuala Lumpur. How I wish if the immigration would ask something like.
You come in Malaysia willingly or are you being forced?
I’d check the box that says forced. Then they would send me home..hehehe.
Who the heck visits KL on Monday? Only us. My gawdness.
Wish me luck people.”

this background moosiq Im Spinning is for my bebeh who I am gonna miss alot for the next few days.."But we kinda sing it in this way..woho..Amber is the colour of your underwear..woho.." but mine has always been black kaler mahh..*pouts*

That I would be...

2004-09-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

I am,I would be and i wil be....

that I would be good even if I did nothing
that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be grand if I was not all knowing

that I would be loved even when I numb myself
that I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
that I would be loved even when I was fuming
that I would be good even if I was clingy

that I would be good even if I lost sanity
that I would be good
whether with or without you

****Alanis Morissette****

And this...ahhaha...

Wong Pooliao...

2004-08-30T04:21:00.000+08:00

LAST day of WOMAD!!!!

LOved every single bit of it...there was Inul...she was fabulous...and she is 25!!!
The wicked troop..Great!!ehhehe...me not bias hor..Temple of sound...brilliant...DARAA J!!!Ma gawd!!Fantastiqueue..Superb man.!We were dancing...jumping..skankin...woohoo...getting ourselves all bloody sweaty..ooooo weee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Compared to the first day....the time that I enjoyed most was when they had this African dance workshop...It was so funny we were really tribal dancing...hahaha..Cute k..ma mr.SHodap was so semangat(anticipating to the dance...engrossed)Best seh!Vitun Hienoa!!(Finnish for FUCKING GOOD)
But Fridays was a lil mellow..so yeah the last bit was the best...
DAARA J...SALUTE...MERCI BOKU....(ala Zep Mama)

Thanks to the courtesy of Womaders...Ma precious and Ah NOm joined us..
but cant join us for the WOMAD after party at N.O hotel....get to meet the artists..they were all cool people..ALL WENT WELL>>>AMIN..
So is WOMAD gonna be in spore next year? hahaha...make a wild guess...adios.

Scandinavian Goddess

2004-08-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

Quotable QuoteS By The Precious One and The
Gore One:

"U think we aint gorgeous
dwn here?...."
" we'll be goddess if we're there....exoticus..."
Oh yesh...Goddess...I dont wanna be gorgeous..we shall be the scandinavian
Goddess...dess takk dess dess..where's our sacrifice!

"if ur a midget what is thiS?"
"Eh lets cloud gazing while waiting for nong."
"Ok that look like a camel..."
" like scooby doo lah"
"YUH!! Scooby!"
"OK now where are the clouds?I WANT CLOUDS!! OK Coming!!"
That looks scary erda..macam CHEK PON.
"Eh!ALah lau ni aku takut plak!"Arghh!!"
"Arghhh!!chibeh..abeh takut sendiri...padahal clouds."
"hooo hooo hooo"- ala Marlboro man advertisement(Ol skool k)
Both "HOO HOO HOO HOO"
My Mr.DrumBoy sleeping..
guess where we were?
At youth park at 2230hrs
lying on top of the YOUTH Letters...
waiting for our beloved AH Nom....
just to add...we add the RanciD's Time bomd with a touch of our own lyrics..Innovative aye....Ah YERR!!
"black head...black cat..black tube..cadillac.."Bodoh kita...sembaranng jer.

We both went berserk!!Berserk!!!Gila!!
Tired lah...I went to town to meet ma precious and give her a lil taste of the 2KG train cake that Lil Atiqus got for his Bday..Oh yah the...Atiqus Bday bash..that made me...almost kapoot.

In the after noon i was suppose to send him to his transport to send him to skool...but then it bailed...i hate to knw why...i was with his bday
stuff...I gotta pick the cake up at 11.Oh well it doesnr matter..so I gotta hail a cab dwn to northpoint cause it was raining!Damn it could have just been a 5mins walk frm ma block..
There at Northpoint, me and paperbags and Atiqus..took the escalator dwn to B1...basement 1 not banana 1..to BEngawan solo..handed the receipt to the Auntie. I was looking in the freezer and saw
this huge red cake box...and was telling ma self...this cant be...this cant
be.The auntie took it out...and yeah...it was it!!..my jaw dropped.."my goodness baby this is your cake? So big?"
the apek looked at me and laughed..
Skali...jeng jeng jeng..my hero came to the rescue lah..SELAMAT!!Pheew!!
There he was smiling with his TOYS R US bag walking dashingly...
His eyes nearly popped when he saw that box.."ey ni cake ker budak pat dalam?" It was bloody heavy my friends...heavy..I
dunno how I would manage if My hero werent there.
Awwhhh....thank you lahling.. *wink*
The makciks went..."eh eh besar nya cake!!(so big the cake)"
eyes were staring at us all around.hahaha....What? we record breaker kah?

The kids in his class cant concentrate singing so we just had to go on with the ceremony.
They love it..gave them theri goody bags...even his
teachers.Amin...that was it..
Well obviously he cant wait to open his
present...he got Thomas the train and friends PLUS
the tracks..and...jeng jeng jeng!!!

A SKATE BOARD>>>a mini one
ley.Hope You are happy my spideyboy.
HAPPY 3rd BDAY!!!

I love predator!

2004-08-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

To you who completes my life....

One more day to your big 3..how much have you grown..miss your past years
but im looking forward to your future...what would you become..
Well after his school..got him the chocolate parfait from Mccers..Let him indulge a lil bit after a long day in school.Waiting for him to get all hyper....then can go playground...hehehe...waited for Ma Mista to come, brought Lil atiqus to the playground and watch him trying to balance himself up the slide...ok ok..he went up the slide-not down.Wats wrong with that anyway..
The Mista brought a kinda shrinked skate board along for his rehearsal. Got Lil atiqus on it and he was ecstatic..He loved every minute on the Board..ok..is the end of his love for trains? Skateboarding next?
A million dollar question by my Mista Sham to Lil Atiqus:" Wat you want for yo ur Bday? Thomas the train, A bicycle or skateboard..."
The trillion dollar answer:" Oh just skateboard.."....aha hamik kau...skateboard eh. His next passion I hope...yeah...I hope ok..A mum's hope for his son to have passion on extreme sport?...ahhaha guess so..
Dont want him to get all deprive when he reaches adulthood..Although Im not into childhood deprivation...hey I was a dare devil when I was 4 ok..all those jumping into a 2m swimming pools from the springboard, climbing up a 10-soreys building rooftop with a german boy who's ma best friend..Rann's his name (wonder wats he up to now)-and shouted dwn at ma mum who nearly had a heart-attack , cycling dwn hill, went to a strip club with bigger boys...all at the age of 4, in pattaya.Well how The hell i got there?...Ma dad got out-stationed there so the whole family followed him-1984 till 1985.I was the only girl rascal in the clan of boys who were all caucasian and much bigger thn me..back thn I tot I was a boy.And I hate mixing with the girls, I only play with their brothers and I hate their parents...And my best friend-Rann's momma has a weird name..-Margot...which sounds like MAGGOT..ahhaha..
So now Im handing over my rascality to my sonny..I make sure he's gonna have lotsa fun.-heaps of fun...fun fun fun...
Quality period was done for the last 2 days..addition to my collection to ma movie ticket stub was done yesterday..and so it was Alien Vs The predator...oh how I have always fantasize predator...He is so cool...gadgets and so fearsome..ooooo weeee....Sedap ok...sedap.Well not so predictable as I thought..The cinematography was also good...not excellent..the shots were good...storyline?nehh..funny at some parts...not gonna be a wet blanket...those who have not watch...go and watch lor..some might like it..some might not..as for me...I LOIKE!!...C'mon man..gotta catch the village..gosh Im so slow this time round...ark...gotta watch!!!!Helop!!(help)
These few weeks PM Lee was in the lime light I could call it..I think is is the best candidate Singapore could have as a Prime Minister though some might think that it is a practice of nepotism...but I dont think so. He is good people...I can assure you...if not he then who? Bet he is a Xerox of his papa. family of millionaire..Brother of The Singtel Emperor..kaya kaya.
Is politic so interesting? If it is...why are there not many of the Gen-Y are interested in it?How would Singapore be in the near future when the generation y is suppose to take over the governing of this country. They say that we, the Generation Y, born after the baby boomers era are said to be slackers and lazy..all we wanna do is have fun..is that suppose to be true?What will we become?Future...?
Guess we gotta live in the now..although some claim that Coloured,biasness and discrimination is on the loose and everywhere..We have got to endure and sip it down our throat into our system. "Regarless of race, language or religion.." Define this...nothing is fair nowadays...what is..The creature of discrimination, how to eradicate them? it is already in them...planted and un-extract-able...try the excavator..haha. Maybe they should do a campaign on abolishing discrimination and discriminat-ors..Ostracizing them would be the penalty..see how they would feel..
ok ma back hurts big time...adios.

Bus & train & Confessions

2004-08-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterdays tribal
counsel wasn’t a full attendance. But we manage to sketch a
rough itinerary for our road trip to The land of a thousand smiles…Thailand…we
are gonna take at most 10days..on road and water.
Manage to con our bro
reshua the sissy traveller who wants to take a flight up to Phangan..Eh u take
that flight..God knows what flight..and jump down with a parachute.
Well
what I conned him remains a mystery..ahah the thing is now he is going…But his
mouth cant stop nagging about the long journey..
Our main priority is to
minggle around with the natives and interact with em…but most of all it is the
experience.. mr.FuadPrisonMaster was happily tell us all the alternatives of
reaching haatyai…Thanks eh Abang hensem..We would love to but we want a hassle
free and get off m’sia without having to change vehicle…Y not we all share a cab
dwn to haatyai..all 10 in one cab..cute ok.
The verdict: Bus to haat yai it
shall be.*khock khock*
Meeting is adjourn at
2159hrs.
Went to YP for My Dearest DrummaSosedap to end his rehearsal.
Waiting and watching a group of dancers infested with Dancing male..gosh
they are growing very quickly now..like Gremlins. Why why?They dance better thn
girls…and the she-males are looking so much better thn girls..gosh how
intimidating . Me and my precious was having this inferiority in us so
suddenly…and I went..alah they take hormone pills lah that’s why their
complexion’s so good..She went…ok lets take hormone pills and become
jantan..(male)”hauhauha…bozo kau..kuar kontel macam mana?cian boyfren aku.
And Ahnom was imagining himself on the stage with the wicked troop reciting
some prayers to the beat of the drums and “ Yahhh…bisa solath? Ya bias sport..”
but he will only be inside a box,ahah…ok that’s the highlight for WOMAD…
Newton was our next stop for our ever famous super supper feast…and
confession of the past.
Ma dearest someone blurted out about the first
smooch with Mr. Bolton…kekek!!ahhaha…
WE couldn’t stop giggling..esp me and
my evil gaffaw..This is yet gonna be another Truth or dare question ma
frends..it shall be…oh yes it shall be.
Little did we know that ma precious
have the same facination in tank girl..
The pencil pants and the boots…the
DIY hairdressing…Our hair..self-cut in courtesy of ourselves some long some
short..the any-o-how style…and some stooped dude mistaken me for skin girl…no
no…I want tank girl…my favourite punkster chick…I have not met some one who has
the same tank girl fantasy as moi…so here we are at last..YEY!
So as u can
see…on our page today we dedicate it as our tankies reunion…

After much confessions and discussion...the court jester is being adjourn
again..

Look Back!Don't!

2004-08-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

to you who completes my life....
I know you cant wait for your bday bash..patience my child..patience is a virtue.

My jewel box..so full of memories.Sweet,that makes me smile.
Painful as well. Memories that's hard to let go.
All the rings. Should I throw it away?Should I give it back?
Should I throw it in his face?I have no bluhdee Idea.
But I wanna stop reminiscing.I dont wanna tear anymore.
Stupid memory..GO AWAY!!I dont wanna look back in anger no more.
I dont wanna be at rage no more..I wanna be happy!
Im contented with what I have now..What I am now.
So what should I do with my engagement and wedding ring now?
Go for auction?Any takers?*bleargh*

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"...Yesterday,all my troubles seem so far away..lalalala"

Anyway...yesterday was a busy day for us both, me and my Dwumshodap.
Since 1300hrs we met till night..we were so occupied.
First.
Went to School to pay for my parents' attendance for my graduation ceremony at Ritz Carlton.
Cant wait for that to happen.Its a reunion for us DMCD2 0325A class.
After the payment we agreed to feast ourselves with MAARTABAX..at Zam Zam Alakazam.

Secondly
Went to Shing Xiong at Tekka to shop for atiqus Bday bash...the goodies for the goody bags.

Thirdly
Went to bike shopo to pay for his bike and thn to another bike shop to repair his stuf...wat they call it i have no idea..An he was eyeing on BMW bike..hahah...BMW?Impossible lah..
Live in the now!Its way too expenviso ma dahlink..But it was so nice...like Centurion Jake Rockwell..wee..best..

After all that we went back to My North Crib.heading straight for home cos I gotta fetch Atiqus to bring him out.Gosh...His bike died on us!!!
Lucky thing it was in yishun say 1km from the petol kiosk..cow!macam slengeh k tolak moto.(We look like idiots pushing the bike.ma gawd!)
Took us like some 1omins to reach the kiosk and feen that poor, exhausted bugger.Kesian dia.
next tym dont do that baby.
Call home.Lil Atiqus was Sleeping with love.
We went to Northpoint to make the order for his bday cake next week...found a train cake which he love so much..order..NETS..Chao.
Went home thn brought the 2 hobbits out for dinner and playground.
PEngsan GUEY!
Now im feeling lethergic...But Im meeting the Don Girls in a bit..See you girls..and see you My Charwie Bwown..ehhehe..ok ok i stop calling u that..ahahaha...
But charwie bwown cute mah...hgehehehehe ok ok I stop.

P/S: erda we happen to have the same thang happening yesterday hor..bike broke dwn..ahaha..Dozo tol..same bf different person..ark.and we look alike..erk..freakeh!Supper tonight?

Hoobasfish in A tank

2004-08-17T03:54:00.000+08:00

Saturday, my itenerary was suppose to meet My Charlie brown at Plaza
Singapura..sit, watch his gig then follow him to Rouge for this NUS party with
his Wic8 troopers...but it all got twisted.when i reached PS at ard1700hrs..Eddy
da Bullyman came to me and ask if i wanna watch Hoobastank...I gave him a blank
look, then clapped my hands God knows why, im not a hoobastank fan anyway, and I went...erm DUnno arh..wait...I said.Then to add colours to that..he said U also
get backstage pass...and get to mingle with them...
I said ok.i called erda...who was supposedly cannot go to the wedding due to
some unforeseen circumstances..but then she had to go.So the verdict is..She
cant go to Hoob's concert. Called Mr.fuad who has been bugging me for free tix to
concert...which I dunno why...i think my forehead says..
"FREE CONCERT TIX COME TO ME."
Called him he decide to go with me.
And so I got hold the tix at
say 1900hrs..hailed a cab and dowm to sentosa.
Reached SILOSO beach and
called This Jean who was suppos to pass us the bloody backstage pass....ok..get
ready for the ANTI-CliMAXING part...guess wat she said...OUH im sorry i was
1830hrs...im sorry.
GOD DAMN...anyway its ok...we aint fans also..so we went
in waited for the opening act to get off the stage..
i said to Mr.fuado..."eh fuad...after they sing reason we go off k..i dun wanna get stuck in the crowd out of sentosa..."he agreed.an hour later which is around
2130hrs..we're outta sentosa.. went to rouge..met my My Brown
sedap...alah...besh nyer..eheh.. Tengok Hoobastank ke haper! macam tgk ikan
ader lah.. But oklah the vox..whatever his name is..he went topless...and it
was orgasmic!!oooo weeeee!!

Fuad was going..eh that girl...I want a bit of her phone number!..i was like...what the fakh u mean a bit..6457....?ok the rest u figure it out...bodo kau fuad! anyway it was fun with him. The concert?
Well
nothing beats the LP we went...phooh... LP crowd was fantabulous..
I was telling Mr.Fuadboy...i said if there are 500 people in that crown like us who
just wanna listen to REASON..i think by 2130 the concert will be
empty...hahaha..
Anyway..HOOBASTANK!They were Great ok...great...If i were a
fan...Im gonna scream ma bweast out.. OK over and out Optimus Prime!

My diapers and urs

2004-08-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

To you who completes my life...
cant believe u knw the difference
between my diapers and yours.

This is funny.Ma Lil Attiqus and I were
talking our way to sleep when he said..

"Mum we pakai(wearing) the
same colour T-shirt...I said yeah.."
"My shorts green and ur one is
pink...and i said yeah."
Then i said ur wearing diapers.. Me too" Guess
wat he said?

Yah mine is big and urs is small...huahahha...damn!He
caught me there.
He is turning 3 this 24th August dear aunties and
Uncles...hehehe...U knw wat to do.

WE did nothing much today.My Charlie
brown a.k.a Mr.dwumshodap waited till Lil Atiqus came back frm school.Our short
outing was just here at LJS, we went shopping for our facial stuffs. I was
introducing to him to the world of metrosexuals and how metrosexuality turns me
on..huahahah..I hope he reads this. Had a lil time at the play ground thn headed
home by 1830hrs...why so early? 1.Cos im too lazy
2.Cos My Charlie Brown has
to attend his rehersal by 1900hrs
3.cos im just lazy...lazy...lazy.
Came home and I did my facial dot pampering dot aiyoh dot my skin dot com.whah...besh
ok.

Anyway I cant wait for WOMAD..Since I have got a complimentary
ticket, I wont be thinking of not going yaar.cant wait!
A lil shocking highlight that I got was that INUL is coming...that dangdut girl who
shakes...err..twist..no...err..I dunno...her booty like a bloody cake
mixer.Gosh.
This years line is gonna be fabulous..so dont miss it.hehe..
Well hehe...My Mr.Charlie Brown is performing with his Wic8 troop.

Well beybe I hope its not another night of the preposterous reggae
night..
im feeling bored..lets just flaunt a lil..Our faces here aye
girls...
Come come Look in here!
Behold...

**The Trio De Jinggaro **

********Yeriko********* Chamiko*********** Iribokuk

The Deadliest HitGirls Owned By Don D-Jooliko Getting ready for assassination action.But Before that we need to practice our moves..mind you..We are not Pixies..We are..

The Ven0mous Midgets But we are nice...really...we also wanna have fun mah...we are just girls.
See..

See how nice we are when our victim's at hand...

Just dont tell our Boyfwens yaar.Peace
Rerf yiu Ma Chawie Bwown..heheeee...*wink wink*

To the faithful followers

2004-08-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

On the behalf of my saibaboo cartel lassies- I would like to say that we are honoured and proud that we have faithful followers.Thank you for being our followers and do follow us dutifully.I am proud of you my young Padwans. May our Illegal Operations be with you.

-Queen Charmylldala

crappy cramp

2004-08-12T04:52:00.000+08:00

to you who completes my life...
you never fail to make me laugh
every morning, every day every hour every minute.You Royal brat.

Just doing nothing, almost nothing.Tolerating the cramps.Agonising, Cramp of the century. never had anything like this before.It was the worst ever.My lil hobbit went...Y sis u going to give birth is it?And i went...shut up u!I was curling up on my bed then on the floor..thinking that if i were to curl up on the floor it would feel better...what kind of a theory is dat..u see..when ur in pain u become stupid.all the brain cells froze and gave up on u..I curled up till I slept...which i think i fainted..gosh that is so pathetic..Cant believe im a weakling..
people i didnt do it on purpose and i didnt cough blood..
Tweety tuesday met My precious.Was glad to see her in one piece..Hoi Budak herda i was damn worried ok.well im glad ur back.i would have given up on the highway of melacca if i were on that bike. And we cant stop laughing at that thought of LARRYBOY's menjengness.and The comment that he got frm this auntie.."whah ur eyebrow like butterlfy arh"..beat that man...why would she compare his brows to a BUTTERFLY?huaahahaha..auntie..auntie..funny lah u.Went to do my speckies and slacking at crazy elephant with my Mr.drumShodap and his drum platoon guys.And they were going around the pool table asking wheres St.anthony conossian and wheres unity sec sch..Nobody knws till like 4am.thats when Moi was on the internet lor..hehe..
Was wondering, pondering.What ever happen to this batch of us?well at least I know most of us are still alive. What happened to Wally? Wheres Wally ?

Missed those times When we were all together. The search for the answer is still on.But lets just pray for our good health and god speed.You have been missed my fellow missing friends.Please come back.Mummy misses u.
Ram Ram.

Adoi Trip

2004-08-10T12:46:00.000+08:00

yes I am back-your friendly neighbourhood spidey..

Back from my tanjung pinang trip, which, I was forced to go by my folks..like one to cry.
Cant say i hate it thou..but..err..it wasnt good also lah.
What did I do there for 3D 2N?
Ok i was with with ma momma, the 2 hobbits tagging along was the otherside of my family..yodle yodle..malas mak nak cerita.
ok back to the question..well..i slacked, swam,ate,sleep,karaoke with the the witches,shop for ma mum.dats it.
i hate the ferry ride.gave me dizzy spells..u can read frm my entry that im still having a hang over frm the ferry ride.the hangng efx frm thursday and friday aint over, now its the bloody ferry's turn.eh thanks eh.

Was happy that the hotel broadcasted so many channels including channel 5, suria,channel i,TV 3..at least i dun miss home much.But i only miss one thing..hehehe who else lah..my Mr.dwumshodap lah...and miss talking too..aiyoh can die lah layan my lil hobbit..he and his why's and what's.
Disgusted by the laopeks(old apek) with the indon girls.and bloody hell they look so young!I bet they're like 15-18..unsightly..disgusting and disgusted...pui! pui!
So many rundown buildings,some were half completed, asome were half way demolished.The road were...Gosh i dunno how and what to describe it.it was hideous.its like Singapore in the 40s.
Where were they when we were in that era?Uncivilised yet?stone age?

But the people there are so friendly,never fail to smile...even the beggars and the vegabonds.ahaha.
Anyway the one thing I gained from this trip was......................
strenghten the bond between ma mom and moi.
Amin.Yoga HElps

Drink and drive pls

2004-08-06T16:23:00.001+08:00

Screwdrivers and screwed
drivers"- Here is a story how a friend of mine got busted for a having too much booze on a fine night
after partying.
Lenny,not his real name was riding his bike that night but was asked to send Dan, not his real name too, because Dan had too much to drink that night and he couldn't drive. Driving Dan's car, Lenny was confident that he could pass the breathalizer.Unfortunately, his alcohol level shot up.Guess you might have guessed what is going to happen next.You are right.Things got worst for him.License revoked, both bike and car plus a fine which could be up to five thousand dollars.How bad can this be. He was depressed.
Well I told him to take this possitively.It could have been worst.Like the recent drunk driving case involving his friend and a few more. Lenny was hoping for a miracle he kept saying " who knows they would revoke only my car license?I hope so, at least they could let me choose"
What nonsense I said. There's no mercy for drunk
driving.No such thing.He said he was not drunk at all.But its his alcohol level. They will not close
and eye or even a wink on this.
Just look around for the posters they have put up emphasizing on If you are driving, dont drink. The government splurged thousands of dollars on this campaign but yet drivers took it for granted thinking that all this will not happen to them, not knowing that accidents and mishap is inevitable sometimes.
The result that you are going to face is ugly and it gets uglier everytime.your heart, mind and soul will be infested with guilt knowing that you have killed someone due to your blunder.Could you live with that for the whole of your life?May God bless my fellow demised friends who perished during their journey.To the others who survived the journey, just be more responsible.
Its just too scary to think of it. Look into it carefully, and think that there might be a chance that you might be next.Be careful I pray for you and your passengers' safety.
To the other intoxicators, do not forget to detox the day after. Lots of lactose and h2o intake would be good.
-shellyhead

Shock WhorRor

2004-08-04T15:58:00.000+08:00

Whore:becoming a cry-baby in the movie is not a normal thing for me. But this docudrama Whore made me one.
About the oldest profession in the world and it portrays how these ladies badly need a normal life.Sex workers.Prostitutes.Whores.
It is contradicting infact that they claim it to be a normal job but then again, they still wanna get out of that ugly profession of theirs and lead a normal life.To have a normal family, a normal what-have-yous.
Portraying of how they came into that jobscope, which some were forced into, cheated and life being threatened.
Who would have ever thought that only a minority of them loved their job, so to say, they love sex.Well who doesn't.But would you do it for money?Alright this is a rhetorical question..
Why are they legalising it?But banned chewing gum.which is more hazardous?
I was amazed by a, what they call,Luxurious Prostitute.She looks so good dresses nicely and demure but On the contrary she is a whoring product.
A black girl looks horrid.loves her job like nobody's business she just dont care what is going tohappen to her in the near future and she is so full of herself..gosh..its all abt her..her..her..and she looks *bleargh*kunta Kintey..
This girl, a spanish-looking girl, looks quite alright.Dresses to the minimum.Whoring to bring up her child.Family disowned her for what she does.Forced her on sodomy and was threatened because client didnt want to pay.First client paid her 10Euros for a blowjob.She did it out of desperation which caused her destruction.
Men.
Could you actually give me the ratio of gigolos to prostitutes?
1: 50 maybe? or more on the prostitutes' side.A vast majority are female prostitutes.
Would men rather pay for sex thn get paid for it?
I bet nobody could understand this complicated life-cum-jobscope.
Men will be men.
They're only good in getting an alternative when come to sex.
Whats the use of getting hitched and taking vows::in sickness and in health::Its so wrong.
Contradicting idiots..Claiming to be having no problems in their marriage,happily married.
And wives,common, boost up ur sex life.your husbands the place to get all kinky and zippedeedoodah.Feel whore is u must.hey its for ur husband.
But thn again..men are men....Love or despice...if they think they need xtra helping..I rest my case.
Endless and silent cries.
Will Women:
ever get a better place in the world?
ever be treated with more respect?
ever get their rights?
Why do we even need a Women Charter?Dont men treat women right?Are they being abused?What about sexual discrimination and prejudice? or Sexual harassment maybe.
Are these why thousands of women around the world resort to prostituition?The answers' in the wind.
men come to women for sex and paid for it...these women are called WHORE?
So where do you stand man-whore?

Sway wit me

2004-08-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

lets just say i kinda regretted going to the reggae fest...gosh it was a goner...hated at at least 95% of the crowd. I wasnt in a crowd even..just went in to watch My abang drumshodap with his Wic8 Aura and off i went and never return..was all the way outside with Erdasan and Ah Nom and reshua and mudnel and his fren...ok lotsa ANDS here..we had so much BETTER fun outside enjoying and entertaining ourselves and laughing at the mats' dance step...how they joget klamkabot...how the minahs shakin their asses with mouth open...we kinda did a replica of em..huahahah...klakar shundolls.
...ok lah Shall i say that i should have trustd and followed ma instincts..
anyway...thanks to erda and gang for accompanying me.We were like happy happy at the life guard post berangan.I'm Charmela anderson and she's erda electra..ahnom is Nong Hasselhorf.ahhahah khaaaakk ptuik.but it was all good.thanks to tini tin tin and liza for the kahlua...shodap nyah..
Shall rest ma case.
Guess wot tym I reach home?

snort shit monkey

2004-07-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

Ambience:dark windy night
Background moosique:Bjorks fucking in rhythm and sorrow..can I but not in sorrow...
xtras:all the xtra characters asleep only one black boy not home yet..And im still waiting for my Lahlink to call me..Im bored!

to you who completes my life....
I was hoping u'd call me..cos im a bord fucker tonight.*im so sissy*cry cry...coff blood..oops..darah..look on my palm...ark nak pengsan lah..takder orang layan!nyahaha..bodo.

Im bored...fucking bored...tried to pull my hair out
No...i cant..i need it..Im going senile.
2 days @ home..beat that...and i am going crossed-eye..cross over my fellow eyes..i knw how damn bored u might be staying at the same ol place..
*salute to yati my yellow ranger who can tolerate and adopt such style in staying home with her son..*bows*much envy frm me.
*ok my granny just shouted in her sleep and i jumped outta my chair..*
hauhahaha...i look stupid yaar...kentalan nak mampos ok...pranjat kodok.
she broke the silence of the night and the flow of my thoughts...dank!
aiyah see i forgot wat to say now..YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!brain dead...honk honk..

U see. I think Im havin slight amnesia..*sounds like the powder*
My memory span is like a goldfish..but a lil bit longer..eheh I use duracell...ITS WORX!
pity my grandmama..she's old and she is having a bad case of rheumatism...i think she has Arthrithis too..
Now i am imagining myself years dwn the road..giving me the shivers.
All that ciggy stiks, all that booze all that caffein...yikes!Im bloody sure i'll be far worse thn her...
talking about ciggy...just had one in the loo.And a new self-discovery..
Im now officially lactose intolerant,and, tar and nicotine intolerant!!!AINT THAT CUTE?!!these ciggies have some form of laxatives I guess.but Im taking it in a possitive way.A good system cleanser.I fell so much lighter when I export my toxic waste.huahaha..
staying at home makes me ponder even more about unnecessary things..Am I being too complacent? Do I make u feel Insecure..i shouldnt have blurted out about my past ex-capades to you.Do I make u feel needed.Unnecessary stress..Am i just mental?over nothing?
My nightmare's over..but my trauma stays.how do i eradicate that?
sometimes i feel that i am over-reacting, I have told u my fable gone wrong, way too many times..I guess ur just tolerating it just for the sake of listening.im sorry and i knw its way too bland for you.
Dear Mr.Most HatedPast number 1.I am letting u go this time and shall not intervene in ur life anymore..do what u have to do..but ur retribution is awaiting.ur destiny is still uncertain..thinking of the wonders I can do.So sweet aint it.
Im glad that I made my decision.Im, or shall i say WE are far better off without u.
But U have made me durable..and so much more.Thinking of suicide again?Put me on your priority list so that we could come up with a conspiracy to make it look like a suicide for u.Im happy to kill u.Its my job! im a slayer..EXCLUSIVELY YOURS.

MR.TRYHARDPAST...YEAH...try harder ok...try so much harder...Jealousy's not my forte.
Just cant understand what the fooken hell ur telling me all unnecessary info.com.slash do i really need to know?
Call me evil all you want.I dont give a freakin fuck anymore..
Ur not in my system no more...flushed.
You are the weakest link...Goodbye!

jeng jeng jeng

2004-07-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

wat a stupid title..cant think of one...
The world is still spinning 14 thousand times...
With courtesy of liberte and the thousand mélange fiesta...
I am totally in ma own Gay world..

Had so much fun..and Eddy deployed me to become the cam-girl for the night..
I said OK for the cam-Bitch job...Loads of fun ok...Im like so thick-skinned..asking people I barely knw for Pics..and I'm doing the ala-JUICE mag's photographer..yikes.

Ma pwesious, ahNoM and reshua came for the party too..but had to go off early due to some unforeseen circumstances...thanks guys for the support...on behalf of my Mr.Dwumshodap.
AND Thanks for the ala-truth or dare questions!korang make me blush ok...fukken hell..

And also thanks to the Love potion No.9...Im oh-so-smilling stretched frm ear2eaR

If this mr.eddyBullyDozer...mails me the pics..I shall upload it here hor..
.....AKAN DATANG

Still in Agony!

2004-07-23T11:10:00.000+08:00

Dammit im still in pain.My body hurts but most of all my Skin hurts so bad.aiyah should have done prostration to the sun...ho mee toh foh..mimi fofo...Can i not write in abt today?
and this reshua!!!Disappointmend reshua disappoinment! whr are the rest of the photos?!!turtle whore!hehe

AhNom, Me and Sham Making our way

Screwdriver,Starfish turned turtle and The girl who cant run

The scavengers of VegaBOND island.

Super Un-natural Being spotted.(see red circle)ouh thats just Ahnom waving.

Selling our skin to the sun...see i told you we forgot to prostrate and bring oranges and incense.

This guy tried to run..I think.
.......to be continued.

Da end!...

ouch,yawn,slack

2004-07-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

Ambience:as usual
background moosique:Bjork's Fuckin in rhythm and sorrow
Xtras:i cant be botherd

to you who completes my life:
sorry im mentally, physically and spiritually shuttin down.Loading all you files.Shelly's shutting down.

dear diary.
yesterday me and my bikini bottom tribe went to sentosha for a wet and wild outing.rendezvous was supossedly to be at Habour front by 9am..My dear frends were late.11am..I thought I was the late one Diary...skali they all later thn me..I want to cry..Luckily my Boifren was there to rescue me..HUH!to you all..then about 15mins later reshua came,that was 1030hrs.We all had breakfast together.SKALI!! we saw SHIZA!!SHah shah shahbuya..the cannibal.Reshua was once her lover.ahaha...(reshua dun deny.)
11oohrs. The african couple came with emY..they said it was raining over at their hometown...ala kesian..its ok..i forgive u my child.
So after the meeting we made our way to SENTOOOOSAAAAA...oooowweeeeeeee.
We decide to park our ass at the island opposite siloso beach.
No sun ok NO sun...How disappointing can this be?I woke up early for sunless sentosa?
Nooo...but the mission must go on..My aim today: TO GET MY BACKFLIPS RIGHT.STEADY POON PIPI!!

Luckily nobody brought a ball today, Diary..Lucky xia.If not the boys dun want to play with us.As we were trying to swim, Fiqqy and his gerfren and her couzzie joined us too..and guess wat?THEY BROUGHT A BALL!!!ark! NO!

Suddenly Sarong Jappar and his buddy came in with a canoe.Whah!c-a-n-o-e! aisehman..i loike canoe.He was so kind to lend us the canoe.A few minutes later My Mr.Drumshodap Came in with a Skim board...aisehman skimboard somemore...wats this a buffet or wot?we get to play lotsa stuff..i loike!

1st-we all played ball and some got blessings from the sun, worshipped the holy sun.but i guess i forgot to bring my offerings so the sun burnt me.well done..naughty sun!

2nd-i did screwdriverjumps..erda did her can opener jumps emy did her starfish jumps.lastly...I got hold of my half backflips..yey..and erda.she decide to get a lil bit of air out frm her back b4 she flips..ahahah..naoya kentot tak agak...and she claimed it was her shorts..ahahah...dun bruff!me and nong were laughing our tongue out.ahhaha.

3rd-the Skim class.My Mr.Dwumshodap was giving a free lesson to the retarded children.reshua was a fast learner.nong did well too.fiqqy ok ok lah..erda wahahah...her boobs almost spilt..me?i cant run for gawd sakes..my teeth keep running thru the sand..ahah..I fall frontwards...erda backwards..fair?and I HAVE A SOUNDTRACK FOR SKIMMIN!thanks guys korang lah shundal antara bangsat..

Datin Malim a.k.a Inda made a special appearance at 1600hrs just to be a spectator.watching us from a distance.

After we all took our clean splash in the loo.Reshua the idiot took this cute lil terrapin frm the fountain in front of the loo to play with and take pictues of it.inda tried to put her finger near its nouth but the tertle dun want..cos too red lah her nails.SKALI! Emy gave her side of her hand and WALLAH!the turtle took a bite.And she was screaming and we wehing at her...i mean them..EMY:i didnt laugh ok..i didnt knw it happen.The turtle not wanting to let go of Crying Emy's hand...must be juicy i think...but at last it let go.So Emy i decide not to call u emy starfish but instead Emy turtle..have u got the Turtle syndrome yet?*pat pat*Here's a song for u from me and erda:

emy starfish,emy starfish
turn turtle, turn turtle
she got turtle syndrome(2x)
turn turtle(2x)
<Tune as are u sleeping yaar>
Hope you like it..mwaxx

At around 6-ish we all decided to go home...But no!after changing..we all headed to BooGIS for a round of chikken togel.Met Lil Ira and after that we all watched...errr wat arh?oh! whole 10 yards..kekek ok..as in funny ok.

to wrap to this story dear diary, I would like to say sorry to Ahnom for heading him from the back..I really am sorry...And reshua I think u deserve the hit at ur shoulder..eye for an eye...huahahah...Satan me.i can't bowl cos of u!alah sorry also ok..

::Notice::
WE all have to wait for the pictures to be uploaded by Mr.Reshua TamilMaren Chetiarthamby.He a lil slow.Sorry for the inconsistency and inconvinience caused.

I thank you.

Tribute to the Don Sistas

2004-07-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

Assemble for power CollectioN.

Too much power boobster

The Conspiracy Angels.

Aunty,Bobo And Titas

The Ju-On Tryin-2-be..alala lala Long

" Baik ah korAng lah geng gerek ok!"ruff u holl! kwakkwak

My beautiful disaster

2004-07-20T16:42:00.000+08:00

ambience:Sunny!Hot!Windless!
background moosique: New Found Glory...(forgot the title)
extra:where's everybody gone to?

to you who complete my life...
its been 2 months...and counting
this pic was taken on the 11th of may 2004, 9days b4 the historical nite..

Here goes..
" Thank you for being the one to accept & love me inspite of my past.Thank you for being someone to listen to my crappy sorrows.I am the queen of sorrow. u made me laugh.U made me cry.U made me realise of how numb I have become.Ur my saviour and the diversion to all my sorrows..Im a womang without conviction and a womang who doesnt knw.i keep contradicting myself till u came in to my life...wahhahaha..*thank u and u can puke if u want to*
Isn't it ironic...I use to endure ur prank in class and now ur mine..we just cant get enough of each other.Well to My Mr.Drum Shodap A.k.a Shamboya..ahahah..I lurve you truely..many many and alot alot.." brrrr...cold shivers liao.
After much deliberation, I am self-resurrecting and leave all my times of yore behind, even my favourite mistake.Yes,you, my favourite mistake.Thou, annihilation is just at the corner of my head.But No..I have come to a decision to let it go and move on.Takin it as a precedent although it is hard to swallow,sometimes...So much for soulmate and watever shit.You made me open up my eyes to the real world..hah!
Ur real world of philandering, infidelity, betrayal and hypocracy.
Thank you for the mutilation..No words cud describe how much I would love to express my gratitude to you.Trust me I would love to exterminate you.. like, maybe cyanide strangulation or an axe thru ur head..or asphyciating u or drowning u.hahaha.
BUT
Im all revived now.Resurrected.Rejuvenated.No more hatred in me.All perked up for a new me and a new start.Promised maself that i would be good even if i lost sanity...that i would be good with or without u, even if i got the thumbs down..
See!see!

::Warning::
Darling I know the Mafia, Godzilla, King Kong.Be careful of ur life ok.

Monday Bloos and eat this

2004-07-20T13:53:00.000+08:00

ambience: Its a rainy monday afternoon..windless.my room is infested with flu bugs and the smell of minyak kapak..

Background moosique: Sound of de TeleVision...

Xtras: the small hobbit's in skool.Im sick..unsick me pls!

to you who complete my life...
you light up my life..

My Mr.Drumshodap decided to send me to Inter-continental Hotel to submit my application form and also collect hi new passporto..
He is excited to see his pasport revirginised..."I wonder which country is gonna deflower ur passporto.."

After that he went for a post mortem meeting at amoy street with the otha drumma boys.and i went to meet a Miss LainuhTruffle at Cakes Divine.." dear Miss lainuh truffle..green truffle tu..makes me wanna puke ok.."
Thn met up with Ma Precious Dopplegangger Lil Miss Erda Tuffle..for a fag for me but....its really DEATH STICK 4 U MISS ERDA TUFFLE..bodoh kau.takut aku tgk.

We strolled along the streets of orchard and made our wobbly way to youth park and parked our fat ass there.
Its funny how our endless dumb kru jokes..we can walk all day long and just imagining urselves being served by these Galley ladies, how bratty we intend to be if we were to hop on on of these Kris Flyers or woteva boeing gadgets.hahah...

"missy! i need a nurse...miss is that ur parachute in ur hair?...miss can i wear ur sarong?i think i just puke on myself..excuse me dun mind my retarded sister..ahahaha..and it goes on and on..AND
this is so classic..

A kru asking a vegan if he eats fish...cos they ran out of vegetarian meal...like hello!!*
does the fish have leaves and branches sticking out? does it have eyes?
does it have mouth like urs?haha..crap...
*hey at least the fish cares to smile!*

hey im not stereotypin those flying company but...that is what they portray to those non flying people.
DUN YOU FORGET>..we will become ur customers one day..

eat this...our endless joke.

Evilhero Mobile

2004-07-19T03:30:00.000+08:00

We tried our very best to get to where the victims are and to kill the villains..FroM

2wheelsHot Wheels...to

the Buttmobile

To trying to fly cos we thought we are witches..
*slaps head*feeling all ala dumb crew..ahha see i told u we are EVIL SHEroes

The Nominees are...

2004-07-19T03:09:00.000+08:00
here are the nominees for the Best male artisan for Auction

ReshuaChetiarThambySelamat hari TaMil Maran

fwed Alatas Pokok.

Amdan SlengHenshem

Faod AkuHensem Jgn jealous.

Ah nonkia anakkusasali

AbangAshok Singh

Please lock in your votes...
The winner gets to bring em back.

Bloody sunday

2004-07-19T01:32:00.000+08:00
Ambience: cool breeze frm the outer world.Slow night.

backgrnD moosiQue: cow and cheeken theme song.

Xtras:The Citizen of Chikwa kwa sleeping soundly.

to you who completeS me life...
its been a pleasure serving you as a mum and My love for yo u? to the infinity and beyond..

Im so gonna be sick..sick sick sick..my throat hurts...could feel the coarse-ness and roughness when swallowing my saliva..ouch.waaa!!!
In the Afternoon went to Belle's bday bash at the MAkena with my lil atiqus..beautiful place i can say..We got her an ESPRIT top,a head band and a coin pouch..all orangie for an 8 year old girl..but her mum was so excited when she saw the headband..cos she said she cud share it...aiyah...so tak malu..ahahah..sukati kau lah sab!
Atiq was all excited and didnt wanna get out of the pool till he turned blue.I had to drag this boy out and wrap him up with a towel.Stubborn!(ok ok the pot calling the kettle black here)**eyes rolling..**he is following too much of me traits.
My Mr.Drumma was having a gig at this DILMAH tea promotion or watever its called at BEdok and he met us at the makena after that.
i was so weak and dying cos of this stupid flu..GO AAWAY FLU!!Go!
AFter the bash we headed to esplanade for a last kopek of BAY beatin extravaganza..ahahah...3days straight,full attendance.. met zura and family..sarah so cute as ever..sabrina? i dunno whr she went.

ok i just gotta quote wat Zura sang to me:
"Lepaskan lepaskan lepaskan yeahhhh...."
its an 80's song by dunno who..and she sang it..hhuuuuahahahha..
Thanks eh zura..ahhaha...
cant stop laughing whenever we meet..

Fridays's daybeat was with fiboz and erda ma precious.
Good music...was impressed with supermarket heroes..aussie band..but they sound kinda bad while doin the acoustic..its ok its oraite hero hero fight fight fight.

after baybeatin at esplanade went for a supperbeatin at frankel with ma precious and ah nom,ma drumshodap, wan spendek,their comrades and whoever-lah- girlfrends that didnt even bother to smile..lookd at us as if our boobies were showing..
"guess their face crax if they were to smile"or: should i put a token in to see em smiling back at me?"oh watever...

to Ma mr.drumshodap
"im still smilin...stretched from ear to ear.";)

2nd day of baybeats: brought ma lil atiqus along.
he was super-hyper that night.MUST BE THE COTTON CANDY!!cant stop jumping and abusing me!and erda.and emy...
here i am trying to be a good mum, and trying to introduce him to the music scene,there he is teasing GIRLS!! BIASA dia!!

me went off at ard 2300hrs to catch the last train,haha disappearing witout informing my clan..sowee hor u girls also left me and im too lazy to scrutinise among the rakyat2 celaker.

AND AGAIN....at 0100hrs..met my usual midnight supper clan for a supper at sembawang's rubiah kopishop.

dah lah malam2 korang cerita pasal hangtoo plak..xiao..
this has been a routine for us 4 superheroes..after a long & tiring day of saving lives..

Now...im so sucky and need me beauty shut down.De Paracetamols are just not helping me..
Im gone.

ok computer

2004-07-16T13:53:00.000+08:00
Ambience: Wind blowing curtains cool wind in my head...*rolls eyes ITS DRIZZLNG outside!!Nice weather to shut ma eyes a lil.

Background Moosique:Spongebob's Who lives in a pineapple under the sea??**complete this pls**

Xtras: One hobbits in the toilet the other is at school...one with is sleeping and the others cooking. the warlord and the Blackboy's at work.

to you who completes my life:
"....rain rain go to space little atiq want to play.."

Now that my lahling computer is back (still im gonna reinstall u sucka!) I cant take my eyes of her.Miss CompaQ Presario has been showing her PMS for quite a few tyms already, still i love you..Im so full of love these days.
Anyway...All I did yesterday and night was staring at her beautiful but flat screen.its ok hunnie next tym put silicon k.
Supposedly a rendezvous with erda at Liberte but gotta canx cos wo de mama go kaikai.tway poo chi hor chieh chieh..muhaxx..
My Mr.Drumshedap got a gig at cafe societywith the wicked aura society...aiyah its just next to Zhi parliament house...who's parliament?
"...i miss u, u know.."

"..you are my fwee fwee....u magnatise me to you..."

Was talking to Ma Precious last night about being cheated and used by boyfriends.
Fooken guys make use of girlfriends, free loading on em and still they think that
they can get away with cheating." Whats the use of having a true blue partner when ur still indulging and savouring infidelity..ptuik.. HOW COULD U!!

::WARNING::
"Please dont do this to me cos i got the whole clan of kill bill sidekicks waiting for u if u do.Dont try this at home"

De Brat triBute

2004-07-15T23:54:00.000+08:00
Ambience:Room loight still on and tha fan's blowin' at ma farkin faice(brit accent here)

Background Moosique:Jamiroquai's cosmic girl & somebody mumbling outta no where!!!eewwww..ok im scared.

Xtras:i think i should turn off the lights.Hobbits, witches and a warlord's asleep..yey!

this is a lil tribute to the one who completes my life...
Ma LIL Atiqus:

" Awwhh my Hero"

Delayed TelecasTin

2004-07-15T18:29:00.001+08:00
Ambience:Its 1830hrs sunsettin soon.The twilight efx.

Backgrnd moosiq: leaving on a jet plane

Xtras:Singing ma ass off and the hobbits and the witches are watching de tele..at peace

to you who completes my life...
dont you worry im here for you.

This background musik is taking me back down to memory lane..im so sorry
im really leaving on a jet plane and not coming back..im sorry.

ok...Well
Once upon a time when my PC decided to go for a holiday,
I was not able to update my larvely diary..harhar...And me zhi madamme moiselle is so pisd. So here I am now pulling my HAir reminising back those times..err..the last 2 days Hekcherly..

13th Joolai 2004AD
had to drop by at yati yellow ranger's place at punggol for dinner with atiq.Gorgeous place she got thr.Raiyan was so lovey dovey with me thou its just the 1st tym we met...hahaha...abes tetek aku pun kau sebat.but its ok...i love you kiddo..MisDebus was there with moi.Kiwak looking back at those picts of us in school...ahahah kekek sundals..muka kau kechot ok.skarang all bloated but its ok i still love you hor.

at 2345hrs My Mr.drumsedap called me saying that he is goin out to meet the larvely African couple..erda and ah nongkia at jurong cos they were there looking for some cousin of ah nonkia.

Skali!!!!

14th Johorlai 2004AD

0100hrs..erda sed..."eh kau nak kuar tak pi makan...if kau nak meh kita ke yishun" AKU BARU NAK TIDO NYAH...
bUT STILL i decided to join em...then she sed bring ur passposto along cos we're going to BALI!!!

I sed ok we better..
and SO!i went down waited...and guess wot?we went to JOHOR lah..adoi!
Thanks to our boyfrens who brought zhi tired and dying gerfrens to JB..ESPECIALLY!!! my boyfren..eh thanks ah...cos of u we were thr for just less thn 2 hrs...MEANINGLESS!
MEntol moto abang blow...meh i blow kan...arharhar
after repairing his bike we went to shell petrol stn and bought some ciggies and then...REEELEK!! went home..once again..THANKS EH...aku nantok sampai nak muntah...sampai jatoh bodoh.Send me home

Super Johoreans

Quotable Quotes 1

2004-07-13T13:29:00.000+08:00
"ppl say i and ma goregeous look da same but in fact i am tha retarded evil twin"-quotes from Erda Royal Mewness

my dopplegangger

ChoKe me Karaoke

2004-07-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

Ambience: cold Starry night, Pc backlight hurting my eyes.DArkness madnesS.

Background Moosiq: Granny's Choking Snore.

Xtras: on my mobile with Mr.Drumsedap Nyah!

to you who completes my life...
Girls, you were greaT!! The energy booster of my life.
who needs aphrodisiac concoction anyway. I have you girls..

Im feeling all better today.Free.Stress free.my depressions all dissolved for the moment. Am not into the suicidal mode unlike last week.More composed and focused, and Shall not bear grudges on em no more.Im putting it all behind..Forgive em? Yes..Forget? Pending...
ANYWAY....
Dzi great girl empire ruled the KTV watever-lounge-its-called.Escapism session in progress.We're in a state of ecstasy...Chaos!thou we sang like hell but we sound good.ahhaha isnt it ironic?Kaysiow poon pipi.

Had a lAte night last night updating and getting use to the Scripts in here..Gosh i feel like a goon.Tak faham2 aku nyah buat ni benda..Help ALI help!
Apart frm that..spent 2 solid hours in front of the telly with My Atiqus watching of ALL VCDs in this house we watch PONTIANAK..just the 2 of us..Mum & SOn..But we just watch and wasnt even listening to wat they were saying..he went
" mum why the hantu(ghost)cry? mum why the hantu fight? mum why this and mum why that..."
2hrs...Just his scripts...HAH!!gotta watch it again!1245hrs Atiqus sleeps..0400hrs his momma sleeps.

News updates: Congratulations to the sahweet couple erda and ah nongkia for their newborn Africa Twin.Best wishes to their baby.

"...Lihatlah diriku yg bojel ini..."-

The SundayTimes

2004-07-11T11:37:00.000+08:00
Ambience: Lights now shining into my crib from da window(1153hrs)de lazy sunday atmosphere.with me in brown PJs.

backgrnd Moosik: Bjorks'Human Behavior..
xtras?:No hobbits at sight..

to you who completes my life...
mum Apologize for being a brat like you..i still love you

To: zhi going 2be or wanna-be mommas out zhere..u tot being a mum is easy aint it..wallah!..a real test of endurance ok..I nearly lost it yesterday during the trip back from batam.My Atiqus was being the Royal brat(ERDA NI KAU NYER GENG!da royal chudren)But..being me zhi mummy must maintain her glamour and demure-ness..ahaha..and not becoming like those nyonya who shouts at their chudren in public..i decided to hold back and not release da monster in me.PLUS PLUS It was my first day of my JAMMing Session yesterday..
My DrummaBoy couldnt be of much help cos he was carrying 2 bags of 90kgs blachan.reached home I decided to unleash just the lil demons on him and he went crying..aiyah..cian plak.But then after that he was alright.but he was happy alright, with the batam tRyp.

Ok here it is. just to UN-jealous someone out thr..i did not wake yesterday.yes yes cos of my jamming session.But then Atiqus and me did dip in the water till we both were prunning. And fed the dogs and bitches with SUPER RINGS, and their puppies were so ado ado adorable...feel like squeezing em till eir flesh comes out oozing frm their eyes and nose..HAHAHAHAHA..*stupid dogs*

And ouh...to Mr.DrumSedaP..sorry if i was as bratty as Atiqus.and for not talking to you much and throwing carpets, bottles and cutleries at you.but then i wud like to thank you again..
SUKA DAPAT BOARD BARU??

SaturdayNyteFever

2004-07-10T01:39:00.000+08:00
Ambience:Dark and cool with my pc as the backlight.

Backgr0unD moozik:Portishead's sourTyms(played over a gazillion tyms)
Xtras?:ma nanna snores and the marble sound from above..oo groovy.

to you who completes my life...
Thanks for everything. Am grateful to have u in ma life

My room’s dark, (cant switch it on cos ma nanny’s asleep) while I am putting in this bloody entry of the day…ma debut entry *round of applause pls*
Standing ovation pun ok..
My whole day was spent BRILLIANTLY…oh wow On this pc and thanks to erda I just gotta do this bloggy which I have no bloody idea how to do it…till I forgot my shower (now shower liao ok).. And also thanks to err..shriekYn and eewa who was meddling with my blog ..ey thanks eh.
Im feeling ok today thank God.
Hahah folks didn’t ask a lil bit bout whr I disappeared on 5th July till 7th July. Thanks to ma Drummaboi…we couldn’t have made it to Panuba bay a.k.a tioman w/out you..mwax thanks sweetie..ur ma savior..larpe u belli mush..
Tioman was a beauty, but damn the bloody sand flies…wait till I find an equation to kill u!!
Tonight was spidey night for My DwummaboY, my brudder danialsan,Atiqus Zhi Brat and moi ka muamuahua.
I need to pack the stuffs for tomorrow’s batam trippin..hoorah hooray!!Stil am contemplating on wakeboarding..

Gratitudes to Ma Royal Precious

2004-07-09T15:22:00.000+08:00
My 1st posting..yey..anyway just to show my appreciation to my precious..*bows*thank you so much and i shall sing you a song when i see you..I THANK YOU!!!heppy heppy

"Hail My Precioussss"

THA DAY MA GOREGEOUS MADE ME DO HER BLOG written by JK ROW-erda

2004-07-09T15:09:00.000+08:00
Dear Diary

Ma Boyfriend is delicious, don't get me wrong Charmew's is also sedap but i prefered mine raw ahahah